50 Chapter

After breakfast, we went our separate ways. The guards never felt me. I needed to go to the doctor to check up on our baby. Me and the guards went to the stables and got on our horses before heading out to the village. I told some to stay behind in the castle so they watch out for Max. Some time later we arrived in the village and got off our horses. A farmer took our horses to his stables, and we all went to the doctor. 'Hello, Queen Elliana. Please move your t-shirt up and lay down on the bed.' Said the doctor when i went into his office. 'Hello, doctor..how have you been?' I asked him while i lay down on the bed and lifted my T-shirt. 'I'm good My Queen. Thank you for asking' He added. He put the gel on my belly and did an ultrasound. He looked around on the screen. He turned the screen to me and i saw a very small bean. I teared up. I can't believe that I'm carrying that small wonder. 'Can you make and print out this picture?' I asked him and he smiled before printing the picture out and giving it to me. He cleaned off the gel of my tummy and i got up softly holding the picture with one hand and the other hand pulling my t-shirt down. 'I will see you my queen in 2 weeks.' He said in a soft tone. I nodded and hugged him softly. I caught him off his guard but he hugged me back. We let go of each other and i went out after thanking him. '.....I need to find a big picture album...can we walk around here today?' I looked at my guards and they nodded with a soft smile. We spend some time looking for the perfect album. Many people came up to me and greeted me. I smiled softly before greeting them back. When I found the one that i wanted i paid for it and we went back to the farmer that had our horses. I made sure to get the guards some food and drinks while shopping. Sometime later we got to the farmer and i paid him for the care of the horses. We got back on our horses and we went back to the castle. The weather was nice and the wind was nice and warm.

It reminded me of Kevin's and mine rides...I teared up a bit, I looked down so they wouldn't see me cry. I missed him...so much...and I'm scared...so scared for him. What if he's injured...or kidnapped or killed...Where are you, Kevin... I thought to myself, crying softly. My heart ached so badly that i couldn't breathe. It almost hurts to think about it, but at the same time, it makes my chest tight and painful. It feels like a hole was ripped in my heart...a big dark gaping hole in my heart. I cried harder. I didn't know why I was so emotional. 'Is everything ok my queen?' Asked a Guard. I smiled softly before nodding softly. We arrived sometime later in front of the gates. The guards that guarded the gates greeted us and let us in. We went straight to the stables before getting off the horses. We all went to the castle. The doors were opened for us and we went in. I went to a maid and asked. 'Where is Max...?' 'He went to the garden my queen' She said with a soft bow. 'Thank you....can you bring some tea and snacks to my room...?' I asked her and she looked at me with a soft smile and nodded. I thanked her and went to my bedroom with the guards beside me. A guard opened the door for me and i went in. I went to the bed and sat down. I took the album out of the bag and ripped off the plastic. I looked at another guard '...can you bring my creative supplies basket....?' I asked. 'Of course my queen. I will be right back my queen.' She said with a bow and went away. I looked at the pale album. I got some ideas to decorate it. I opened it and looked inside of it. It has many sheets in it. I love that...under the sheet, it has a small space to write on it. The guard came back with the basket and the maid came with some tea and snacks into my room. I thanked them both, and the maid placed the tea and snacks on the nightstand. The guard placed the basket near the bed. I placed a blanket on the bed so I wouldn't have anything on the bed and I started to decorate it while drinking and eating snacks.