62 Chapter

We sat in front of the bar and Anton ordered us whiskies. Once we got our drinks we drank them. We talked, laughed, and drank even more alcohol. I got drunk and started to trip over my own words. I just couldn't stop blabbering to Anton about everything. It was really funny to hear what I had to say. It took Anton an hour to understand everything that i was saying. But he still stayed quiet. 'Thank You, Anton...For everything...you're my best friend.' I told him with tears rolling down my cheeks. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me into him. 'You're welcome Kev.' He said hugging me tight. He patted my back and let me go softly. 'Let's get you to a bed.' I spoke up in a soft voice. I nodded not trusting my voice. He helped me up and helped me to the guest bedroom. I was talking nonsense to him in the guest bedroom. I threw myself on the bed and i fell asleep immediately.

Elliana POV

I'm happy that Kevin is back and all....but he slept with another woman and got her pregnant. I don't know how to feel about that. It hurts me that he did that but I also know that he wouldn't cheat if it wasn't for the drugs....I don't know what to do.... I feel mad, angry, and hurt. I was lying down on the bed thinking about what to do. After some time i fell asleep.I woke up in the morning still not knowing what to do about this situation. I got up and got ready before going out of the bedroom and i went to the dining room. I saw Nickol and Anton sitting on their chairs. '....Good morning to you two.' I spoke up. 'Good morning how are you feeling?' Anton asked. 'Tired and confused as hell...I don't know what to do.' I told them while taking a seat. 'Take your time Elliana... it is a difficult situation that you are in...' Said Nickol trying to comfort me. I gave her a small smile before taking a bite of the breakfast. The food was good, the door opened again and Kevin came in half awake. He didn't see me and he sat down. 'Morning to you all.' He said with a raspy voice. He started to eat the food too. I sat in quiet so he wouldn't notice me. We ate in awkward silence, when he was done he thanked them and went out of the room.

I was done eating a few minutes later than Kevin. I got up and excused myself thanking them for the food and i went to the library. I opened the door and i saw that no one was there which made me feel relieved. I got inside and closed the door behind me, i went to a section about plants and picked up a book before walking to the couch and i started to read the book as soon as i sat down. After 10 minutes i felt someone sitting down next to me. 'Hey Elliana' Kevin said in a low tone.

'Hi.' I greeted him back, not looking at him. I kept on reading my book, Kevin put a finger under my chin lifting my head, I was confused by his sudden action so i looked at him. 'I don't want to talk to you yet Kevin...' I spoke up and removed my head away from his finger. 'Please don't avoid me...I've waited for so long to see you..to talk to you.' Kevin told me pleadingly. I shut my book and put it down on the table. 'I want to give us time Kevin but..I can't just pretend that nothing happened....' I told him sadly. He nodded and kissed my head softly. 'I know that is not fully your fault.....you got drugged..' I spoke softly up. He didn't say much just held me in his arms. I leaned against him and closed my eyes. I missed this...I missed being in his arms. I missed snuggling to him...He leaned his head on mine and rubbed my belly. I smiled softly almost dozing off in his arms. We stayed like that for a while. Then we got interrupted when Nickol entered the library. I looked up surprised. She looked at us and giggled a bit.