Secrets! Secrets! And many more secrets!
This was something that everyone on the planet, rich or poor, had in common.
This also applied to my family. 
As I grew older, I became more interested in delving deeper into trying to learn for myself what my parents were hiding from me. 
I had not imagined, however, that the farther I delved into the issue, the more questions I began to ask myself.
I began to consider how heinous and horrifying all of these family secrets would appear to the public if they were ever revealed.
And why was I tempted and curious in the first place?
But what else could a normal son have done in such a situation?
Should I have minded my own business? 
That was completely impossible.
But, considering how things had evolved by the time everything became clear to me, I began to wonder.
Why was this the case?
My curiosity side got the best of me and placed me in a position I still regret to this day.
Would I choose the same road if I had to start from scratch?
I am still puzzled about the answer.

OUR FAMILY'S DIRTY AND SCANDALOUS SECRETS

The choir was singing a great song, and everyone was on their feet singing along and in spirit. 


Seeing the people praising and worshipping like that, I was supposed to be in sync with them, but something just didn’t feel right. 


This was Sunday, and the most anticipated service during Ester celebrations and the church was filled to the brim. 


There were tents outside to accommodate the rest of the people. Being an early riser and with my parents at my back, it was quite easy for me to find a seat inside the church. 


It would be an embarrassment if I sat outside with other people who haven’t been to church in ages. 


However, the people weren’t the problem. 


Standing and singing in spirit next to me was my friend, a very good friend of mine that I thought I knew. However, with everything that had been happening in the past few days, I was starting to wonder what was really going on. 


“ …..mmmmmmm…… thank you, Lord!” 


CHAPTER 55