Secrets! Secrets! And many more secrets!
This was something that everyone on the planet, rich or poor, had in common.
This also applied to my family. 
As I grew older, I became more interested in delving deeper into trying to learn for myself what my parents were hiding from me. 
I had not imagined, however, that the farther I delved into the issue, the more questions I began to ask myself.
I began to consider how heinous and horrifying all of these family secrets would appear to the public if they were ever revealed.
And why was I tempted and curious in the first place?
But what else could a normal son have done in such a situation?
Should I have minded my own business? 
That was completely impossible.
But, considering how things had evolved by the time everything became clear to me, I began to wonder.
Why was this the case?
My curiosity side got the best of me and placed me in a position I still regret to this day.
Would I choose the same road if I had to start from scratch?
I am still puzzled about the answer.

OUR FAMILY'S DIRTY AND SCANDALOUS SECRETS

I have never been pissed off in my life the way I was when I was called names by Leo earlier. 


I might not be his mother, but damn, I raised him for decades, showered him with so much love and gave him everything he could ask for. 


I gave my all and neglected my own son, and yet what did I get in the end? 


I admit that I am not a good person and won’t be until the day I get buried six feet down. After all, by trying to be good, I will just die. And I am not ready to meet my maker any time soon. 


My own son, parents and those who knew me well never called me such derogatory words before. 


Even Anesu, the man I was married to for over eighteen years, not even once for a second did he call me a whore and yet that ungrateful son who had everything taken care of by me dared to do that to me? How could I be so unfortunate to raise such an ungrateful wolf? 


CHAPTER 115