Chapter 3_1

Hua Yan indeed did not wish to wake up and see Su Zizhan, but she was even more unwilling to see him die in front of her. No, it was not just about not dying in front of her, he must not die at all, not anywhere.

She clutched her chest, coughing for a long while, when she saw Su Zizhan standing dumbly in front of her bed after she had struck him. While in her heart she felt a resentful hate, she also noticed how pale and thin his face had become, like a bamboo pole, devoid of his usual dashing and spirited appearance, fallen into dispirited disarray and pathetic melancholy, which ignited her anger again, "Do you wish to die that much? Since you can't kill yourself, you torture yourself? Who are you showing off to?"