Seonmi's Secret Pleasure

11

-That morning again..-

"I told Gyuri in advance~ She said she would be home in the afternoon, so stop by after the academy and get the blindfold."

Seonmi spoke to her son Siwoo as he was getting ready to go to his academy.

"Yes! Okay! All I have to do is get the blindfold, right? I'm off."

"Okay~ Take care~"

Including her son lastly, she managed to send all her children to the academy.

After the noisy morning routine that seemed like a daily event..

Came strange times for Seonmi, left alone in an empty house

Seonmi busily moved her body as if trying to fill that empty time with busyness.

To dispose of the laundry she had accumulated, she goes to the laundry room and turns on the washing machine.

She comes to the kitchen, clears the table and washes the dishes.

When she's done washing the dishes, she starts cleaning the house.

After finishing the living room, kitchen, laundry room, and master bedroom, the second floor stairs and passage are in order.

Children's rooms are left untouched.

All Seonmi has to do now is empty the trash can.

It was Seonmi's educational policy to respect her children's privacy.

After cleaning is complete, she takes the washed laundry out of the washing machine and hangs it on the drying rack.

Only then does Seonmi take a deep breath.

Seonmi, a full-time housewife, has faithfully repeated these routine almost every day for nearly 20 years.

She soon heads to the bathroom to wash off the sweat she shed while cleaning.

In front of the bathroom was a space that served as both a laundry room and a dressing room.

She takes off her clothes in the dressing room.

She glances at her own light purple panties hanging on the drying rack with other laundry.

Seonmi knew that Siwoo had recently started masturbating.

The smell of chestnut flowers wafting from the trash can in Siwoo's Room..

Her son's poor after-cleaning..

Sehee also seemed to have noticed her younger brother masturbating.

Sehee's vuglar attire at the breakfast table..

Her making mischievous sexual jokes..

Even if it was just for teasing between siblings rather than seduction between the opposite sex, it might work the same way.

Son's erect penis

Seonmi knew that her son also got horny when he saw her.

So Seonmi always had to take care to dress modestly in the house.

And she knows that her panties, which she took off last night, are gone.

Seonmi also knows that Siwoo masturbated using her panties.

The smell of male semen remaining in the panties..

Siwoo might not notice, but Seonmi was taking extra care to change the trash can in Siwoo's room every day.

The amount of toilet paper today was much more than usual.

The smell also seemed stronger.

Seonmi thought that it was natural to feel aroused between men and women when exposed to accidental stimulation, even among family members.

But regarding the family members as sexual objects intentionally in order to come off is a different matter.

It made her impatient and nervous.

Seonmi opens the opaque glass door of the bathroom and enters. 

She stands in front of the shower, turns on the water and wets her body.

She applies body cleanser on a shower towel, lathers it up and applies it to her body.

After scanning her own body in the mirror several times, including her breasts, stomach, and sides, she moved her right hand into her groin.

Seonmi places her fingers in her lower middle part, places them in the crack, and rubs them up and down there for a while.

As soon as she's wet enough, she finds her hole and inserts her fingers.

And then, she rotates her clitoris with her thumb to stimulate it.

It was a fairly mature hand gesture.

Sweet pleasure after hard work

For Seonmi, this time of liberation was precious.

Seonmi was originally a person with a strong sexual desire.

Even when her husband was alive, apart from sex with her husband, she often enjoyed these self moments of secret liberation.

Even when her husband cheated on her, even when she found out that the person with whom he was cheating was his own daughter, and even when her husband met his death without any decent closure, Seonmi kept retaining the image of the perfect mother. 

In order to retain that image, she masturbated somewhat compulsively.

For her, times like this were almost the only acts of redemption that allowed her to find balance in her life.

A means of secret hedonistic compensation that relieves her tension and pressure and maintains her life as a fully functioning mother.

For her, this was like an act of religious meditation that transcended her addiction.

After reaching an orgasm that separated her from reality, Seonmi simply collapsed on the floor and enjoyed the long afterglow,

Leaving no trace behind.

**

As the time passed and around the afternoon after a simple lunch, her younger sister, Seonju, came to visit.

Her younger sister, Seonju, who is not much younger than Seonmi, was a single mother with her daughter, Suah, who was the same age as Seyoung.

Seonju knew that her dead brother-in-law, Seonmi's husband, was having an affair, and she also knew that the partner of the affair was his own daughter, Sejin.

One of the few special acquaintances who shares Seonmi's secret other than Gyuri,

Seonju often visits Seonmi's house.

They were close friends, and Seonju's house was close by.

Since Seonju knows the relationship between her brother-in-law and Sejin, after he died, she especially paid more attention to Seonmi.

The two were chatting while having tea and ended up talking about Sehee's clothes.

"You can just show your inner flesh with your family at home. Nothing's wrong with Sehee!"

Seonju takes Sehee's side and begins to speak out for her.

"What she's only good at is just picking on Siwoo like a fox~"

Seonmi, who saw Siwoo being teased in the morning, feels sorry for him and reacts even more excitedly to Seonju's words.

"If you wrap yourself up like that at home, boys' immunity to stimulation will only decrease! I heard Siwoo started masturbating with your panties. If you're going to pretend not to know anyway, shouldn't you help him up like Sehee so that he can ejaculate comfortably?"

Seonju looks at her angry older sister and speaks teasingly this time.

"Hello, Siwoo is my son? If something bad happens again, will you take responsibility?"

Seonmi responded as if she was dumbfounded by Seonju's words.

Seonju could no longer tease or play pranks because she knew that the word 'again' in the middle of Seonmi's words was said with Sejin's affair in mind.

Seonmi seemed to realize that fact herself after she said that and fell silent for a moment.

Seonju speaks first after a moment of silence.

"Sejin still doesn't come home often? You don't even hear from her?"

"Yeah, I guess she took a leave of absence from university and started working part-time. I heard the news through Siwoo..."

Seonmi trailing off her words

"Go visit her and have a good talk. You can't continue like this."

Seonju felt sad about the relationship between the two.

"It still feels a bit awkward, so let's stop talking about that."

Seonmi interrupts Seonju's words in an awkward manner.

Even if they are close enough to share a secret, they cannot know the inside details of the person concerned.

Seonmi has already forgiven Sejin.

In her heart, a thousand times, ten thousand times...

No matter what she did, Sejin would still be Seonmi's precious daughter.

But what Sejin wanted was not her forgiveness.

What Sejin wanted was…

Seonmi's acknowledgment of the relationship between Sejin and her father, that Sejin was accepted as a woman by her mom's own husband.

And, the consciousness that would make them no longer mother and daughter, if Seonmi's husband were alive.

It was too harsh for Seonmi, who had a strong ego as mom.

"Then, let's hang out all together with Gyuri next time! See you~"

After chatting for about 30 more minutes, Seonju said goodbye and promised the next time and left.

**

Today, Seonmi made a reservation at the hospital for Seyoung's psychiatric treatment.

Recently, Seyoung has been unable to sleep alone at night.

Her mother, Seonmi, was worried about her daughter, but she was also feeling quite a bit of irritation about having her secret time of liberation interrupted.

Seyoung touched Seonmi's breasts and started fussing all the time, asking mom to let her suck her nipples.

Reluctantly, Seonmi let her a few times, but the unpleasant flushing of her body caused her quite a bit of trouble.

After that, she coaxed her, comforted her, and even scolded her, but Seyoung's childishness only got worse.

Seonmi left a text message for Sehee.

A notice from her about her outing with Seyoung and a detailed request to take care of Siwoo's meal

The outing was not written about in detail other than that it was for psychological counseling for Seyoung.

She took a taxi and went to Seyoung's academy to pick her up in time.

Seyoung was waiting for her mother in front of her academy gate.

She told Seyoung in advance the day before.

Seyoung seemed to be very nervous and did not say anything in the taxi the entire time she was on her way to the hospital.

She arrives at the hospital, registers, and goes straight into the treatment room.

Seonmi also went through her short examination and consultation by Seyoung's side.

Anxiety disorder

The doctor said that Seyoung was showing symptoms of infantile regression.

He also added that it is better to set aside time to be childish rather than just scolding her.

The doctor's words were no different from telling Seonmi to set a time to let Seyoung suck her mother's milk like a baby or do whatever she wanted.

Even though Seyoung didn't say anything, she seemed happy on the inside.

It wasn't that Seonmi didn't like having Seyoung suck her.

She was just distressed that she couldn't process the excitement that followed her after letting Seyoung suckle her breast.

When they left the hospital, it was dark outside.

She got back into the taxi and went to have Seyoung's favorite chicken breast and egg rice bowl.

During the whole time she was eating, Seyoung was hugging her mother's waist and pressing her face against her mother's big, soft breasts.

Like a child who is happy to be allowed to play with mom..

Seonmi loved Seyoung's innocence so much that she decided to let Seyoung do whatever she wanted.