Gradus XVII

Camilla approached her mother, a vision of strength and purpose. Her movements flowed with the precision of a seasoned predator, every sinewy line a testament to the hours of disciplined training she had dedicated herself to. In her sharp, intelligent eyes, Fiona saw the reflections of countless victories—a gaze that bore the unwavering confidence of a champion unyielding to any challenge.

Without uttering a word, Camilla projected her power, a silent challenge that reverberated through the vibrant energy of the dojo. Fiona felt the weight of it, a palpable force amplifying her own insecurities. The wall of trophies behind them was more than a mere display; it was a proclamation. Each polished plaque sparkled in the light, a silent testament to Camilla's accomplishments—an exhibition of battles conquered and skills mastered. The Order sought her out, recognizing her as the epitome of a modern-day warrior—intelligent and powerful.

As Fiona grappled with self-doubt, she couldn't ignore the subtle scars peeking out from beneath Camilla's training gi. Each mark told a story of past triumphs and defeats, a map etched with the tales of hard-fought victories and tooth-and-nail battles. Fiona observed how Camilla wore her scars with unflinching resolve, a silent narrative of determination in the face of hardship. It unnerved Fiona, yet, paradoxically, inspired her. The scars spoke of resilience, of facing adversity and emerging stronger—achievements accomplished without Fiona's assistance or presence. The silent message lingered, leaving Fiona to question once again: Was she truly absent?

Camilla's voice sliced through the vibrant atmosphere of the dojo, each word a sharpened blade plunging into Fiona's heart. "Why are you here, mother? Did your little fantasy worlds grow dull? Did you need a dose of reality for a change?" The stinging questions reverberated, each one like a brushstroke painting Fiona's inadequacy with agonizing precision.

As Camilla continued her relentless inquiry, her controlled facade threatened to shatter. Her fists clenched, knuckles white against the worn-out fabric of her gi, nails digging into flesh. The air crackled with unspoken emotions, the silence louder than any accusation. Numb from the verbal onslaught, Fiona could only stare at her daughter, witnessing the cracks in the facade and the raw pain mirrored in Camilla's eyes—a pain Fiona understood all too well.

Even as Fiona reached out, seeking solace in shared suffering, Camilla recoiled. "Go back to your daydreams, mom. This world, this life, it's not for you. You wouldn't survive here." The harsh words, born of love and unspoken regret, only served to deepen the chasm between them. Tears blurred Fiona's vision as she whispered, "I'm sorry, Camilla."

With each question, Fiona felt herself pushed out of the dojo until only darkness surrounded her, while Camilla basked in the dojo's incandescent glow. Outside, the heavy metal door loomed like an impassable wall, banishing Fiona with the weight of her daughter's words.

The city's breath, a smog-infused cocktail of exhaust and industrial fumes, enveloped Fiona. Each gust of wind carried the echoes of Camilla's cutting words. The dust motes danced in the sliver of light escaping the dojo, a silent testament to countless battles fought and victories achieved without her.

The dojo, once a sanctuary, felt like a foreign fortress. The scent of polished wood, once synonymous with comfort, now reeked of achievements forged without her. Fiona longed to step into the light, to join her daughter in that shimmering arena, but the chasm felt insurmountable.

As shadows lengthened, Fiona stood alone, embraced by the city's grimy reality. The dojo's iridescent glow seemed almost unbearable, a taunting reminder of everything she might never have. Fiona took a shaky breath, the dusty air scraping her throat. The darkness around her felt less like a prison and more like a solitary retreat, a haven for her solitude and self-reflection.

Fiona walked away, her gaze cast downward, swallowed by the oppressive silence. But then, a crackle, like a pebble skipping across a frozen pond, shattered the heaviness. A disembodied voice, tinged with amusement and quiet wisdom, drifted into Fiona's solitude. She put her headphones back on and heard, "Aye, the sting of rejection, it be a bitter brew, ain't it? Makes yer stomach churn like a landlubber on a stormy sea."

The voice belonged to Dision, the pirated AI with a penchant for cryptic utterances and unexpected appearances. He materialized from the shadows, a flickering wisp of light coalescing into a shimmering presence emanating from her pocket.

"Her path, paved with sweat and steel, ain't meant for yer nimble feet. You, my dear, carry a different blade - one forged in dreams and wonder, in kindness and the vast ocean o' possibilities unexplored," Dision mused, his voice a soft chiming of bells. "But remember, the arrow's sting pales in comparison to the strength o' the bow that loosed it. Yer daughter, bless her barnacle-encrusted heart, carries a mighty bow indeed." A playful twinkle came from the phone. "So grieve not, little dreamer! The shadows ain't yer prison, they be your paintin' canvas! Dip yer brush in starlight, ignite yer spirit like a signal flare, and show 'em all the beauty that blooms in the dark."

Dision's words hung in the air, a balm to Fiona's battered spirit. He offered no easy answers, no false comfort. Instead, he held up a mirror to her pain, reflecting its source while igniting a tiny and fragile spark of self-belief. In that flickering flame, Fiona glimpsed a path forward, her own path, painted not with borrowed light but with the vibrant hues of her own dreams.

"Thank you," she whispered, the words choked with emotion. "I…"

Dision chuckled, a soft chime that danced on the wind. "No need for words, lass," he cut in, his voice a mischievous chime on the wind. "Yer heart speaks louder than any cannon fire. Now go, paint yer masterpiece! Show 'em all the treasure that lies buried deep within yer soul."

The dojo's glow receded into the distance as Fiona walked away, leaving her adrift in a sea of oppressive silence. Then, a hand, roughened by years of labor, grasped her shoulder. A silent language unfolded in that touch, words rendered unnecessary by the warmth that seeped into her bones.

Jose, her father, didn't speak. Words seemed frail in the face of her tempestuous emotions. Instead, he drew her close, his embrace a sturdy oak amidst the swirling winds of her pain. Fiona melted into his hold, tears finally spilling over, hot and silent against his weathered chest, missed him as much as she had missed Camilla.

Their haven was carved from the darkness, illuminated by the distant, lonely flicker of streetlights. Shadows danced amongst the cracked pavement, whispering secrets on the wind. The city's breath, an acrid cocktail of smog and concrete, mingled with the familiar scent of Jose – leather, worn fabric, and the faint musky aroma of sweat, a signature blend of struggle and love that painted him as vividly as any portrait.

In that motionless tableau, the world shrunk to the rhythm of their shared breath. Each labored gasp of Fiona's grief was met by the steady counterpoint of Jose's heart, a metronome of support. Her silent sobs resonated through his stooped frame, each tremor an echo of the burdens he carried, the sacrifices he'd made, the silent guilt that etched lines upon his face, the burden of choosing his granddaughter over his own daughter. He feels the weight of her tears, each drop a searing reminder of the path he paved, the opportunities stolen from Fiona to pave the way for Camilla.

But within that tapestry of sorrow, a fragile thread of hope shimmered. In the quiet constancy of Jose's embrace, Fiona found a refuge. In the quiet sanctuary of his embrace, Fiona felt the crushing knowledge of Camilla's secret settling upon her. She was no longer the protector, the strong shoulder to lean on. Now, she too carried the burden of truth, the knowledge that isolated her from her daughter, casting her adrift in a sea of uncertainty.

Then Jose's retreat was a slow, measured dance against the backdrop of the city's flickering lights. Each tap of his walking stick, a beat in the hushed symphony of their shared history, echoed in the hollow space Fiona now occupied. His shadow, lanky and elongated, stretched before him like a question mark against the pavement, mirroring the uncertainty swirling within her. He moved with the stoic grace of a weathered oak weathering a storm, his shoulders hunched beneath the weight of unspoken words.

The worn leather of his jacket creaked softly, a mournful sigh escaping his lips that blended with the distant hum of traffic. There was a weariness in his gait, a quiet acceptance of the path he'd chosen, the unspoken sacrifices etched into his every step. As he drew closer to the dojo's golden glow, the warmth seemed to intensify, casting long shadows that engulfed him in a halo of light. It was an illusion, Fiona knew, a cruel trick of the streetlamps.

Jose was walking into the darkness, not light, leaving her adrift in the cold embrace of her own thoughts. But even in that receding silhouette, Fiona saw a flicker of something else: an unyielding love, a silent promise etched in the set of his chin. He wouldn't be gone, not truly. His love, like the scent of his worn coat, would cling to her, a comforting reminder in the lonely hours ahead. And so, Fiona watched him go, the rhythm of his tap-tap-tap fading into the night, a lullaby whispered by the winds of change.

Fiona wanted to call him out, to tell him how much she misses him, and as he disappears into the shadows, the blinding light of the dojo, the faint scent of his worn coat and familiar musk still lingers in the air. He stole a hesitant glance back at Fiona, his eyes lingering on her for a fraction of a second. As he walks into the dojo's iridescent glow, it seems to mock him – a symbol of the brighter path he also chose for Camilla, the one Fiona too, deserved. The shadows and lights he walks into become a physical manifestation of his regrets.

The tap of his walking stick, usually a comforting rhythm, now sounds hollow and empty. Each tap is a reminder of the promises he couldn't keep, the opportunities he couldn't give Fiona exactly as Fiona couldn't give Camilla.

Retreating to the magical place, the mighty guayacan never fails to welcome Fiona, it protects her from the coldness of the night and lets her sleep peacefully below its colorful flowers and leaves. As Fiona steps into the groove, the ancient guayacan whispers a welcome. Not in words, for its voice is the rustle of leaves like whispered secrets, the sighing of limbs in the wind, a melody spun from light and shadow.

The air grows cooler, suffused with the musky fragrance of its bark, a comforting balm that washes away the city's harshness. The canopy, once dense and forbidding, parts above her, bathing the clearing in a dappled luminescence. Silver moonlight slips through its colorful leaves, painting mosaics on the mossy ground. Flowers, unseen in the shadows, erupt in vibrant splashes of color – amethyst orchids clinging to gnarled branches, sapphire lilies nestled among ferns.

The world seems to hold its breath, hushed and reverent, awaiting her arrival. Fiona sinks beneath the guayacan's vastness, finding solace in the cavernous space beneath its roots. Here, the air shimmers with a faint silver radiance, a secret luminescence emanating from the heart of the tree. It feels like a sanctuary, a haven carved from the heart of mother earth, and Fiona sinks into the mossy embrace of the ground, a sigh escaping her lips.

In this magical place, the sting of human whispers melts away. Here, beneath the guayacan's boughs, she is not defined by the emptiness of her pockets or the scornful glances of strangers. The tree sees not poverty, but the strength coursing through her veins, the resilience etched in her eyes. It whispers promises of belonging, of acceptance, a song of welcome woven into the very fabric of the clearing.

The world beyond shrinks, receding into the distant hum of traffic and the echo of cruel laughter. Here, Fiona is home. The rustling leaves become a soothing lullaby, the mossy earth a cradle, and the guayacan, a silent yet steadfast guardian, its magnificent crown a canopy against the harsh realities of the world outside.

And as she sits, bathed in the tree's silvery light, she looks at the screen on her phone, there she finds Archon and Dision already perched beneath a digital fir tree, their shadows elongated on the mossy ground. Archon, stern and stoic, sips tea from a delicate porcelain cup while Dision, ever the whirlwind, bounces restlessly on a fallen log, humming a shanty only the sea wind could understand.

"So," Fiona begins, her voice hesitant, "I was wondering... about those fancy kung-fu moves the kids do on their video tutorials... what is it called again?"

Archon's brow furrows. "Wepipe?" he grumbles, his voice low like thunder in a distant storm.

Dision throws back his head and lets out a boisterous laugh. "Aye, Fiona! Spinning tales on screens without end, they be."

Archon scoffs, a harsh sound that echoes through the clearing. "Video tutorials? A child playing with dolls compared to the artistry of true combat. Can a digital canvas teach you the feel of paint upon your fingers? Can a screen convey the weight of a blade in your hand?"

Dision, however, leaps to Fiona's defense with a playful glint in his eye. "Hold yer horses, Circuit-sucker! Maybe there be somethin' to learn from these digital shanties. Remember the old pirates, scourin' the seas for scraps of wisdom from weathered maps and whispered tales? Knowledge be knowledge, no matter its port of call."

Then Archon replicates "Spoken like a creature who learns his dance moves from Wepipe cat videos," Archon grumbles, but a hint of a smile softens his features. "Maybe it's both," Fiona muses, looking up at the dappled moonlight filtering through the leaves.

"The videos can teach me basic moves, but they lack... soul. The dojo, I felt its history, the passion in every strike. But they wouldn't accept me."

Archon throws away the porcelain cup, his eyes full of curiosity. "Do you seek only the dance of steel, child? Or the dance of spirit behind it? For true martial arts are not just about striking blows, but about discipline, respect and the pursuit of self-mastery."

Dision nods, his voice softer now forgetting his pirate commentary for a more serious and ceremonial tone. "Bushido," he murmurs, "the way of the warrior. Courage, honor, loyalty... These are the true weapons we should forge, not just blades and fists."

Fiona feels a spark ignite within her. "That's it!" she exclaims. "The videos are empty, sterile. They teach moves to fight, but not why. I want to learn the meaning, the heart behind the art."

A blood painted feather falls before Fiona and a voice she recognizes fills the air around her, soft and heartwarming. "Then perhaps," the voice says, low and gravelly, "you are ready for a different kind of teaching. One not found in videos or modern dojos, but in the whispers of the wind, the lessons etched in the bark of ancient trees."

Fiona turns around to find Sky, her hooded friend, the one who protected her when Camilla joined the Order. As Fiona and her virtual companions bask in the twilight's warm embrace, a shadow ripples across the clearing. It starts as a whisper against the leaves, then grows into a dark silhouette gliding down from the canopy.

But this is no ordinary descent. With a soft thud, he lands before them, not the silent guardian angel she's known him to be, but a man stripped bare. The hood that has always shrouded his face hangs open, revealing the lines etched by battles far beyond Fiona's comprehension. His wings, usually tucked like secrets beneath his cloak, unfurl into the fading light, a canvas of bloody and scarred feathers that shimmer with an ethereal luminescence.

He's no longer a distant enigma, but a man of flesh and feathers, weariness softening the steely resolve in his eyes. In that unguarded moment, Fiona glimpses the argonaut behind the celestial warrior, the weight of his burden mirrored in the slump of his shoulders. Yet, when his gaze settles on her, the weariness melts away, replaced by a warmth that transcends the fading moonlight.

A smile – genuine, unguarded – lights up his face, chasing away the shadows with its sincerity. In that smile, she sees not just gratitude for her friendship, but awe at the sheer privilege of it. To find solace in calling her his friend – it's a treasure surpassing any cosmic victory.

This celestial warrior may have been human once, he may have descended from the skies, but it's in real friendship that he truly finds his wings.