When Will I?

My dear Krsna...

When will I be serious again?

When will I stop searching for some gain?

When will I pause my stupid mind?

When will I stop becoming so blind?

When will I remember Your words so true?

When will I stop ignoring Your ecstatic form so Blue?

When will I be away from lust?

When will I stop yearning for material dust?

When will I serve Your devotees so good?

When will I stop getting inclined for sinful food?

When will I be humble and kind?

When will I befriend my mind?

When will I be tolerant and full of gratitude?

When will I stop taking shelter of my egoistic attitude?

When will I understand Your love?

When will I stop judging Your beloved?

When will I be in Your remembrance?

When will I be in Your trance?

When will I chant Your name out of love?

When will I stop seeing myself above the world?

When will I move ahead of gratification of self?

When will I stop thinking about myself?

When will I yearn to come to You?

When will I yearn to do anything for You?

When will I get ready to even burn my body for You?

When will I get to be with You?

When will I fall in love with You?