In the end, when understanding the things he saw before his eyes.
All around, the matters that presented themselves to his vision.
This made him realize that things were not so simple that they could be dealt with and resolved to reach the final outcome.
Therefore, it also made him acutely aware that if he could not resist,
He would have to face everything he thus saw before him.
To continue living hopelessly and reach some sort of agreement with them, one that felt repugnant.
Then to derive an answer, the last one determined by himself.
The situation would then deserve a reevaluation, what seems like the most meticulous and correct recognition, as well as a clear confrontation.
Perhaps all of this was not the answer he envisioned in his heart.
That could lead to what seems like the most appropriate understanding of the problem and a satisfying analysis accepted by himself.
The issue he faced was the choice he made after deep contemplation.