Love is difficult, but we find it

Bea's POV

4.47pm

Opens the Groupchat

Bea- hey guys

Grace- heyy

Bea- so are you guys still coming to my house

Ryan- Yh

Josh- I'm here

Theo- we're meeting today??

Josh- no, I alrdy told u abt this

Ryan- Ofc u did

Theo- oh yhh

Theo- Grace come to mine

Grace- I have a free

Theo- I'll be there!!

Steph- awww

Ryan- we're all outside Bea

I can't do this.

"Hey guys, come in"

"Hey babe," Ryan kisses me "Haven't seen you all day"

They all sit down on the sofa.

"So, why are we here?"

Steph stands up, "I want to say a few words first."

"Whatever happens Bea, I want stay friends cause I love you. And Josh I just want to say I'm done with you. I think you and I could only be fuck buddies anyways."

She sits back down. Only a few fucking words?

Ryan stands, "Bea you know I love you," I nod my head, "but I can't love you when you're loved by someone else. You have to choose babe."

Oh lord.

"Ok well guys. I want to be with Josh," Steph smiles, wait Steph smiles?

"I'm happier when I'm with him, and I think I love him"

"YES" Steph shouts

"Steph, are you okay?"

"I'm so happy for you guys. To be honest I was just forcing it with Josh, because I'm scared of being alone. But I'm happy I got replaced by you, Bea. It's better than some random bitch."

Ahahah. Thank god.

"Ryan? You okay babe?"

"Yeah I'm okay with you," he walks towards Josh "but not you."

He punches Josh. My ex boyfriend is hitting Josh. And all I can do is cry and scream as Josh is unconscious on the floor.

"Bea are you okay?" Steph hugs me, "You can be mad at Ryan."

"RYAN STOP" My tears now flooding

Ryan storms out of my house. My love for him leaving with his presence.

"Bea, I'm okay" Josh's breathless voice begins to speak.

"Don't worry about me. I just - I need sleep. Can I sleep over?"

"Of course! Anything you need."

"Steph. Thank you so much. You are such a good friend"

"Aww anytime Bea. I'll see you tomorrow."

— 10.30pm

"Bea?"

"Oh my god. Josh are you okay?"

"Yeah- I just. I'm so sorry."

"Sorry for what?"

"You had to see me and Ryan fight."

"You and Ryan? It was just Ryan hitting you."

"Haha. Very funny."

"I am, and you know it."

"I - I love you Bea."

"I love you Josh."

I turn my body to face him. My heart thumping in my chest, my heart felt as though it would burst out. I love Josh. I know it, I said it. And I feel it.

"Bea, be my girlfriend?" He said as he kissed me,

This kiss was intense and passionate, it ignites something within me. He begins exploring my body, our need for eachother was undeniable.

We kiss, we touch.

The passion between us is undeniable, and before long we are making love.

Every touch, every kiss, every thrust is filled with pleasure and desire. This night is magical and we had just created something special.

"Bea, this is only the beginning."