Chapter 44

Slowly I ran my hands over my breasts, cupping them in my hands. I started to slowly rub my thumbs over my nipples, and I felt them tighten. I pinched them and gave a small gasp as desire ran hot through my body. I slid my hand down my body and found I was soaking wet from just thinking about my guys. I slid my fingers over my clit and plunged them deep inside myself. Moaning, I moved my fingers in and out, making my body hot as pleasure started to build. This was going to be quick. I was already panting. I slid my fingers out and started to stroke my clit. I closed my eyes and pretended it was one of the boy's tongues, licking me over and over. The mental image pushed me over the edge, and I came against my own fingers. I sat there for a few moments trembling as my body came down. I blew out a breath. 

I stood and got dressed in just my robe. I decided that was all I was gonna wear. I was anxious to go back and see what the results of my experiment were. When I walked back into Loki's room, both boys were there and resting on the couch Loki had in front of his TV. They both looked at me when I came in.

"Damn Doll. Give a heads-up next time before you do that."

"Indeed. It was a fortunate thing Barnes and I were in the shower and not yet dressed. I dislike getting dressed only to have to immediately change my clothes again."

I bounced on my toes a little and clapped my hands in glee. "So, you guys were able to feel it?"

"I'll say, Dollface. I had just finished rinsing my hair when I felt your fingers touching yourself. It was as if I was the one touching you but that you were touching me too. You made Loki and I both come when you did."

I did a little happy dance. For some reason, I found this exciting. They just smiled, happy to see me happy. 

"Sooo, with that being said. I know today was not the ideal of days and I know we have a lot of things to go over... but... um."

"Yes, pet?"

"Can we do the talking tomorrow? Could I still have what I asked for this morning?" I looked at them with hopeful eyes. "I'm feeling just fine. But if you don't want to, I can wait. I don't wanna pressure you or anything. And I know you both went through hell today and are probably exhausted." I shook my head. "Never mind. I shouldn't have asked. I'm sor..."

Loki's mouth silenced what I was saying as he took the words, literally, from my mouth. His tongue invaded my mouth, laying claim to me in a kiss that still held the edges of his fear that he had lost me for good. 

"I don't think you're going to find any objections, Doll. I don't know about Loki here but while I was in the shower it was like a wave of... something came and when it left, I wasn't tired or stressed at all."

Loki raised his head. "I as well."

I stared. "Well, huh. Before my... sharing, I had been standing there wishing I could do something to take away the exhaustion and stress. I was feeling so light-hearted and feeling so much better that I had just wanted to share some of that."

"Something else to discuss tomorrow then, pet." Loki gave me a burning look, stepped back, and bowed. "What would my lady have us do?"

I rolled my eyes. "You would think you were raised in a palace or something." 

Loki just grinned. "But I was, my sweet. As a prince of Asgard I was raised with all the courtly manners. Just as I know to let my lady lead the way."

Smiling, I pointed to Loki's bed. "Stand over by the bed please."

They both compiled and stood there watching and waiting for me. I walked nearer and untied my robe and let it fall from my shoulders to pool on the floor at my feet. I saw both sets of eyes widen and Bucky swallowed hard as they drank in the sight of my naked body.

"Now, as I asked, I'm calling the shots. Which means I want no arguments over the fact that you two are the only ones coming tonight. Understood? My wish is to pleasure my loves as much as possible. Oh hell. Let's make it fun and see who can come the most times tonight." I gave a cheeky grin. 

"I do believe we are in trouble tonight, Barnes."

"Yeah, I'd say that's a fair assessment."

Slowly I walked to Loki. I slid my arms around his waist, loving the feel of his skin under my hands. He had dressed in only a pair of lounge pants that hung low on his hips. I kissed my way across his chest. I let my hands slide over his body as I walked around him, trailing kisses across his shoulders and back. I saw goosebumps break out as I made my way all around his body. I saw he was more than hard by the time I was back in front of him. I reached up and grabbed the hair at the back of his head and pulled his head down roughly for a kiss. I braced my hand on his chest, and I made sure the kiss was long, thorough, and held every bit of lust and longing I felt, holding nothing back. When I pulled back his eyes were dazed, and he was breathing heavily.

"By Odin, you have been holding back on us, pet. That was... I..." He trailed off speechless for once. 

I gave a secretive smile. While he was preoccupied, I slid his sleep pants from his hips, and they fell at his feet. Seems my Mischief Man didn't like underwear either. I slid my hands around his hips, dug my nails into his ass, pulled his hips tight against me, and bit his lower lip. 

"I'm not holding back tonight. Now, Kokoro no Yokubo, get your sexy ass up on that bed for me."

He shifted against me, rubbing his erection against my lower stomach. "As you command, pet." 

As he climbed into the bed and settled against the headboard, I turned to Bucky. He was also wearing sleep pants and I could see by the bulge he was already hard for me. I padded softly over to him and stood by his side. I slid my hand up his body, from his stomach, across his chest, and over his shoulders. I took his head in my hands, pulled his head down and to the side, and gave him the same long, hot, thorough kiss I had given Loki. As I kissed him, I shifted my body until I was standing pressed up against his chest, never breaking the kiss. I devoured his mouth as I slid his pants to the floor. I broke the kiss and was pleased to see the same stunned dazed look that Loki had. 

"Damn Doll. Loki was right. You've been holding out on us." He shivered. "If you've been holding back like that on a kiss, what else have you been holding back on, and will we survive?"

I laughed and absently gave a light caress to his lower stomach, trailing the hair as it led south. "Hmm, I guess we'll have to see now won't we." I leaned forward and flicked his nipple with my tongue and was rewarded with a sharp intake of breath. "Now up on the bed as well Kokoro no Kiseki."

I watched as he climbed in beside Loki, leaving space in the middle for me. With both men watching me I ran my hands over my body, opening our sensitivity channel wide. They gave a low groan as they watched me caressing my skin. I slowly made my way to the end of the bed, putting extra sway and swivel in my hips. I climbed up onto the bed like a cat, long-limbed and like a predator. Two pairs of blue eyes burned, and it was more than enough to make me wet. I knelt and sat on my heels between them.

"Now, my next demand may sound contradictory. Yes, I am in charge tonight. And what I want is this. I want you both to tell me EXACTLY what you want me to do to pleasure you. You know what feels good to you and I want you to tell me how to do it. BUT... it can't be something centered around making me come. It has to be something that will make you come. I know you both enjoy my pleasure and tonight, my pleasure is to hear your cries as I love you, your screams as I make you come over and over until you beg me to stop. You will each take turns giving me a task. If what you want involves being inside me, then you are to focus solely on you, not me. I refuse to come tonight. Understood?"