Chapter 144

I felt the weight of all my loves lying on top of me when I woke up the next morning. I tried to stretch but I was too buried. I turned my head and saw one of the best sights in the world. Loki was awake and was watching me. I loved looking into his clear blue eyes first thing in the morning, seeing those full delicious lips that made me want to kiss and bite them. I saw those lips curl as he picked up on my thoughts. 

"Good morning, my beautiful wife."

"Good morning, my sexy husband."

'You do know how much I desire you in the morning, pet.'

'Oh yes. As much as I desire you. I wish I was better at telling you how beautiful I think you are. Everything about you is so perfect. How I want to kiss every inch of you. How intelligent you are. Your mind is so quick, and your heart has so much capacity for love. How playful you can be. I just… find you perfect.'

'Ariane, my wife, my one and only love. I think you are better at words than you credit yourself for. I'm deeply moved and honored that you see me that way. You see my flaws, but you see them as more reasons to love me. Nothing about me makes me less in your eyes. Even my brother finds me lacking sometimes, but you never have. I would say I'm humbled, but you hate when I humble myself.' 

I gave a mental bubble of laughter. 'I like you tall and proud my love, my Kokoro no Yokubo. I wouldn't change a thing about you. But I am curious about something. I caught a fragment one day from Thor about you and just kept forgetting to ask. What did he mean by other form?'

I felt him stiffen. 'Lokes, I'm sorry if I said something wrong.'

'No, my pet. You didn't say anything wrong. Let's see if we can extract you from the pile. This is something I want to do privately with you.'

I was curious so I carefully worked myself out and away from Bucky and Thor. I felt this was something important for Loki. I put on the silk robe he handed me and followed him across the hall to his old room. We'd finally moved into our new large room with the extra extra large bed. Tony did an amazing job, and the room was perfect with tones of red, blue, green, and purple throughout the room.

Loki gently closed the door behind us and pulled me to the bed. He sat me down at the end and looked nervous.

"Lokes? Is everything ok?"

"I hope it will be, Ariane. I very much hope it will be."

I knew something was important when he used my name. I was a little scared.

"What's wrong, Lokes? Why do you look worried?"

"I am worried you will cease to want me, cease to want to be my wife, cease to love me."

"Nothing, absolutely NOTHING, could make me EVER stop loving you, wanting you, and wanting to spend the rest of my life with you as your wife." I gave a small laugh. "Even if you were to change to a Werewolf right now and kill me, I would die still loving you."

He took a deep breath. "I should have shown you this long-ago, pet. Before you married be me, but it slipped my mind. Close your eyes for me then, love. Do not open them until I say."

I immediately closed my eyes like he asked. The urge to open them was insane but because he asked me not to, I didn't try to peek.

"Open your eyes, Ariane. I hope you will still love me after this."

I opened my eyes and when I saw Loki, I held my breath. His skin was a deep cobalt blue, and his eyes were red. He had some raised markings under his skin over his face and body. It was still his body and his face, just in a beautiful blue.

"Oh Lokes…. I… I don't know what to say."

He looked sad and his skin started to fade back to his normal color.

"NO!"

I startled him with how loud my command was. 

"Don't you dare turn back yet." I watched as his skin went fully back to blue. I stood and traced my hand down his face and across his chest where his robe parted. He stood very still and watched me. 

"You're beautiful, Loki. This is an amazing shade of blue, your eyes like fiery rubies. Why do you hide it?"

He looked stunned. "I do not disgust you in this form?"

"Absolutely not. And once your done explaining I want you to take that robe off so I can see if everything's blue."

He threw his head back and laughed. "Oh, you are so perfect, my love. So many find this form repulsive. This is my true Frost Giant form."

"You're beautiful. Never be ashamed of this. In fact, can I request something? Please?"

"Anything, pet."

"Fuck me here and now, looking just like that."

His jaw dropped. "You are serious, Ariane?"

I untied my robe and it pooled at my feet. I saw his eyes take in my naked body. I reached and untied his robe and pushed it off his shoulder and it hit the floor. He stood there tall and an oh so sexy blue. And he was blue everywhere. I got wet just imagining that royal blue cock inside me.

Loki felt my lust and was amazed. "You want me to touch you when I'm like this, to be inside you?"

"Oh yes. Please."

I saw him swallow as he took me in his arms. His skin had a slight chill, but it felt wonderful on my overheated body. I tangled my hands in his hair and yanked his head down and slammed my mouth to his. I was hungry for him, and I really really liked this form.