Chapter 17

in my dreams, I am always the hero and get everything I want, but why can't my reality be that way??

I almost gave up the other day, "I was fine, I have done I could let me just return home"

so I called my cousin who is close to me, also he goes the same thing as me.

he said "if you give up everything you have done, will disappear"

"so don't give up "

He also reminded me marriage, currently he is 30, so the pressure he feels is more than me.

if you want to get married, first you to have your life in right track, have a job , you know these kinds of things.

my brother married when he did not well in his life currently he is having trouble.

in my culture, it's said marriage gives you blessings but the way I see it, first you have to your life planned before getting into things.

I hear that in Europe or America there are husband stay at home. I think if I get a chance like that I would take it, would you???