Chapter 44

The more I grow the more I became self conscious, the more I see the world in a different light. 

There were things that I wanted to experience or to do but now as I near my thirty, I want to work now , I want to be busy, becoming busy kills a lot of idle thinking.

When you do nothing all day , you will find to be thinking of a lot of stupid and dangerous ideas.

Becoming busy is one of my new year resolution, I want to do better this year.