When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

Just as Sud had assumed, Wan Lee, the half-Chinese, whose lanky tried to double-cross Anurak, had no idea they had such plans. Even if he had known, he wouldn't have stopped them. After all, Anurak was supposed to be some village bumpkin from some far-away local town, who had no background and belonged nowhere. Wan Lee wouldn't have blinked if his lanky decided to pick on every low life in the school, week after week. They knew not to get caught and not to mess with people he couldn't handle. Even the people he might not be able to handle were not up to the total number of his fingers. Therefore, his followers had the run of the place. 


If after his boys were beaten up, nobody got to know about it, Wan Lee would have probably let it go. After all, the boys had underestimated Anurak and got their ass handed to them. To Wan Lee, that was a lesson they needed. In such a situation, Wan Lee would have even personally invited Anurak to join his crew. The boy was worth the trouble… 


Argh!