When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

As Anurak went through a panic attack, the only sound in the car was the rapid gasps coming from his slightly opened lips. His forehead was covered with sweat and his white skin had become paler and covered in goosebumps. 


With no one to help him, the panic attack lasted for almost three minutes. Just when he felt his heart calming down and his body getting lighter, his stomach started churning, and he felt like vomiting. He quickly opened the car door and ran to the edge of the car park, which was a little distance away from where he was parked. He managed to hold it together until he got there, but once he was in front of the bush that edged into the car park, Anurak started wrenching. He wrenched so hard that his body was spasming. 


The security details on the deckings on his side were alerted to his situation, but none of them tried to help. All they did was keep their eyes on him. 


Panic Attack!