When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

When Anurak got back into the house, he distracted himself by joining Kamon to clean up the kitchen, while New was left by himself to surf the TV channels. 


His mind kept going back to what Aunty Cahya had said, and he was almost tempted to go listen in on Eshin and P'Sud, but he was able to restrain himself at the end of the day. 


By the time Anurak and Kamon finished, New had dozed off. Kamon left for her room and Anurak started surfing his phone, Letting New sleep… 


At exactly 9 p.m., Eshin's door opened. He stepped out in a black leather jacket with just a white singlet under it. He completed his bad boy look with blue, tight-fitting jeans and white sneakers. From his freshly gelled hair, it was clear that Eshin had just finished dressing up to go out. 


Sud wants to tell you something