When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

The beautiful and sexy girl moved in on Anurak. She placed her hand on his shoulders and started rubbing it slowly. 


Anurak was first agitated. No other girl had ever touched him like that, except for Sophea. He could literally see her scowling at him for letting this happen. But just like New said, she wasn't here. Anurak tried to relax because this was a first for him. 


Drowning out Sophea and his mother's voices in his head, telling him he was doing the wrong thing, — was not easy, but Anurak did it. 


I am not going to sleep with her. He reassured himself. 


New waited for Faith at the boys' toilet, and the moment Faith surfaced, he groaned and grabbed him. 


Ignoring the other patrons going and coming around them, he crushed him to the wall and started kissing him. 


Faith surrendered himself to the kiss and responded as aggressively as New. 


Everything can't be perfect.