When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

When Anurak and New walked past the bouncer, they found themselves in a 2 feet wide passage with black walls. Beyond that was a heavy security door which automatically opened the moment they got to about a foot close to it. 


The moment the door opened, their ears were assaulted with loud, hip-hop music. Since it was unexpected, Anurak winced in displeasure. By reflex, New grabbed his hand but he quickly yanked him off, startling New. 


"Alai?" New furrowed his eyes in confusion. 


Anurak felt supper awkward. His reaction just now was impulsive but he felt he didn't have a choice. The moment New took his hand, he remembered how he was called New's wife the other day again. Maybe it was because they were outside, but it made him feel awkward and he reacted instinctively. 


"Anurak?" New called him softly, thinking something was wrong. 


My Name is Dao