When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

All Faith could do was shake his head in the negative. 


“It's not your fault, Anurak. And thank you for the meal. I thoroughly enjoyed it.” 


“And I am sorry once again. I have asked my cousin to lift the ban, but he refused.” 


“It's okay. Don't sweat on it anymore. As you can see, I am fine.” 


“My birthday is on the 15th. You can try again. I will send you the invite.” 


Faith's eyes brightened at those words. He really couldn't come up with a means of seeing New after their discussion. He had promised not to stalk him again. 


“Thank you, Anurak. I will definitely be there.” 


Finally, Anurak watched as Faith with slumped shoulders was led away by Kæw. Once they entered an elevator, he opened his door and entered his room. 


Getting back inside, Anurak found New seated on the three-seater couch, sipping a glass of wine. 


I am not asking!