When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

The same night, after Anurak and New returned to their rooms, Anurak found it very difficult to fall asleep. He held the card Tharn gave him and kept staring at it. Should I go? Should I not go? These were the thoughts in his heart. New was gloomy and edgy all day after that encounter with Tharn. Therefore, Anurak couldn't even tell him about it. He kept lying that Tharn only came to apologize while New insistently warned Anurak to stay away from the guy. 


As Anurak was thinking of Tharn, he remembered the single tear that dropped from Tharn's cheeks as he was being dragged away. The rage in New's usually calm and confident eyes… “They are both suffering.” He mused aloud. “But there is nothing I can do about it unless New opens up to me.” 


Anurak kept tossing and turning on his bed, worried about his friend. He didn't like the version of New that he saw that day. “Maybe I should try to get Tharn to tell me what is going on? That will be easier than getting New to talk.” 


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