When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

After stepping out of the bar, Faith blindly made his way to the closest elevator door. The lift took him to one of the decken buildings in the compound. When Faith got there, he found a corner made with some AC unit ventilators. He lay on the floor, slowly curled up like a baby, and let himself go. 


Not long after, the door to the decken opened and Kæw stepped out. She carefully looked around until she found him. 


Sensing another presence, Faith went still. He would rather not be found. He needed to be alone. 


It was as if she weren't there. There was no reaction from Faith. He was as still as a statue. His face was pale, and his eyes were red. Tears were streaming down his cheeks, but he wasn't making any sound or moving at all. 


“Faith, don't do this to yourself. Snap out of it, please.” 


This is not nice.