When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

“Why did you say that?” Tiles glared at Anurak. 


“What did I say?” He rolled his eyes at Tiles and continued packing his fishcakes. 


Not knowing what to do, Tiles started pacing, making Anurak wonder where his courage went. 


“If you are this scared of her, just leave before she arrives.” He advised once Tiles' pacing started getting to him. 


“If you are this scared of her, why let me call her in the first place?” 


“Because I thought she was cheating for real.” 


“Oh. Well, she is not.” Anurak chuckled. Tiles' situation reminded him of a similar incident he had with Sophea. It took weeks of effort to resolve it back then. Just as he became light-hearted from the memory, his heart almost instantly sank. Sophea was cheating on him for real this time around, and he was scared she wouldn't care that he found out. 


I don't want any trouble