When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

In the early afternoon of Tuesday, Aunty Cahya was the only one with Anurak. The rest had gone back to school. They promised to be back in the evening. It was at this time that Hiran arrived with Payu. 


She introduced herself as one of Anurak's seniors in school. Anurak was too shocked by her visit to do the introduction, so he just watched from the side as Hiran got chatty with his Aunt. 


To his surprise, Hiran collected his aunt's number and promised to get someone to call her. She wanted Aunty Cahya to join the list of seafood vendors who deliver to all the Sunny Group establishments in Bangkok. 


After Aunty Cahya excused them, Hiran quickly sat beside his bed and eagerly grabbed his hand. 


"Anurak, you got everyone worried. What happened?" 


"Phi," Anurak gasped. He was surprised that Hiran knew that he had run off. "When did you return?" 


On my side