When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

After the meal, the boys made their way to the library where they went to do some reading. The semester was running out and most lectures were done. Anurak was terribly behind in his studies and New wanted to help him out with it. 


"Your dinner with King is for 5, and lectures end at 6. Are you going to ditch school again?" 


New just remembered their schedule for the day and was displeased at the prospect of Anurak leaving school earlier than necessary. 


"Oh! That's true." Anurak's eyes brightened. "So, I will cancel then." 


Happy to ditch the ominous dinner date, he picked up his phone and texted King. To his annoyance, King texted back that they would leave from school together. 


"Can New come with me?" Anurak asked as a gamble. Since Dao mentioned it, Anurak couldn't shake off the thought of going to King's house alone. It wasn't because he believed King would harm him though. But because breathing is hard in King's presence. 


What do you think he wants?