When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

Breakfast was congee and deep-fried pork belly, dipped in some spicy hot oil. When New saw the meal, he also wished he could drink some alcohol after eating, but because of Anurak, New only drinks when he is alone these days. It was boring but Sud made him do it. Anurak's drinking was really getting out of hand and they wanted to help him control it. 


After the meal, just as Dao was clearing the table and Anurak was taking his vitamins, his phone rang. It was King. Anurak saved his number with a question mark. He was tempted to ignore it but after two rings, he gave in. 


"Angel, how was your night?" King asked in a gentle voice. He felt a tingling sensation in his stomach as King's voice made him shiver involuntarily. King wasn't just calling him 'Angel' like his mother did, but he was also being gentle and soft, just like her. Plus, Anurak had always liked that voice. He was always wanting to hear it say more. 


The Elephant in the room.