When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

After the meal, King invited them to his patio for a drink. Anurak was offered freshly made fruit juice while King and New drank wine. 


King dropped the discussion on racing and started talking about blogging. At this point, Anurak's blog was doing fine, but because he had no time to focus on it, he was thinking of stopping for the time being. In fact, since his break up with Sophea, he hasn't made a single post. King noticed that he didn't make any updates for more than three weeks. He suggested that Anurak shouldn't stop. He should hire people to keep the blog running. 


After being shocked that King knew about his blog, Anurak promised to think about the suggestion. Then the two of them started talking about food. Having never been outside the country, Anurak is only familiar with local dishes from his place, and some recipes he got online. King on the other hand seemed to know everything. His favorites were English and American meals, especially chicken-based recipes. 


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