When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

Seeing how Eshin was shivering with blatant desire and knowing that he was the one who made the guy feel like that. Sud felt so powerful. Being a young boy of the same age, he had never held much sway over anyone. Back then, they were still in high school. He was just learning the ropes of his family business and preparing to start his university life. He initially found Eshin to be amusing. So he let the boy chase him. But things got out of hand when Eshin turned into a stalker and even wanted to enter his house. Sud had to take action. This was why he instructed his men to beat Eshin up. 


Of course, the beating worked but then, the unexplainable loneliness started. Anytime Sud left home, he would be on the lookout for the boy who was always in a red Lakers jacket or a blue Jaguar pullover depending on the weather. When he didn't see Eshin, he would intentionally go to places where Eshin used to hang out and watch him from afar. 


What the hell?