When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

“What happened?" New asked alarmingly when he saw Anurak's face. He looked pale like someone who had seen a ghost and his forehead was covered with sweat. 


“Nothing. Let's go, please." Anurak replied. He got into the car, locked in his seat belt, and turned his face to the window, avoiding New's askance face. 


Knowing he wouldn't get a single word out of the boy, New started the car and drove out of the stadium. 


The journey home was in silence. To discourage New from asking him more questions, Anurak pretended to be sleeping until they got to the hostel. 


“New, please, can I be alone for now? I need to rest.” 


Before New could ask him any questions, Anurak opened the car door and went into the hostel building ahead of him. Huffing in resignation, New drove to the lot and parked the car. 


This is too much!