When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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This past week, King kept his distance physically, but they have been communicating online. The two of them tactically avoided talking about what happened at King's house, therefore Anurak had enough time to calm down and strengthen his mental state. 


with my eyes." Anurak pointed out. He could feel a headache coming on. 


Seeing that he was pushing his luck, King stepped back. 


"Okay. You don't have to if you don't want to. Your eyes are pretty just the way they are." King said with a sad, patronizing tone. 


Anurak felt guilty but pushed it down. Apart from the fact that King's actions made him uneasy, he had never worn contact lenses before and couldn't risk it for such a big event. 


"Thanks, Phi." He sighed as he ended the call. 


He is with me!