When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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At the Dæd-Câds table, King was so excited. He had absolutely nothing to say to Anurak, so he kept filling his plate with food. He didn't attend school for the rest of the week after what happened at his house. The next week when he did, he kept his distance because he knew that Anurak was somewhat wary of him. The only reason he didn't panic was because the boy was still eating the food he was sending over without any complaints. 


Therefore, it has been more than a week since he was physically close to him. Now that they were seated together, he was ecstatic. King was practically like a kid having a sugar rush. Anurak had to speak up that he was filled before King stopped. 


Then when it was time to give gifts, he wanted Anurak to go up with him as he dropped the family's gift, but he vehemently refused. 


I am tired