When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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When they entered, Anurak felt intimidated. He had never been to such a gathering before. There were lots of faces he could recognize from school, but the majority were people he had only seen on TV or read about in papers. There were A-list actors, Musicians, producers, Agents, Politicians and Activists. It took all of his willpower not to approach some of them for autographs. He constantly reminded himself that he couldn't afford to embarrass his hosts. 


Anurak thought he was starstruck until he saw King. When he did, his breath hitched. He subconsciously licked his dry lips and wished there was a bottle of water in his hands. He stopped advancing and just stared in wonder and hunger. 


It's getting worse!