When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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It took a while for Payu to return. To kill time, King and Vandross started discussing the stock market and technology. The only thing Anurak knew anything about was fast cars, bikes, cooking, and sketching. Outside that, he was a noob. He could only sit and listen while also trying to calm his arousal. How is that possible when King had their hands intertwined and buried in between Anurak's legs? 


To make matters worse, King was intentionally making subtle movements, brushing against his arousal while seemingly focused on his discussion with Vandross. 


Due to Anurak's unsettled pose, Vandross was pretty aware of what was happening, but since King kept a straight face, he also did his best not to notice what was going on. Though Anurak's intermittent subtle grunts made it a little difficult, he was able to keep the conversation going. 


Can I still change it?