When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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Shortly after King arrived in London, he was diagnosed with clinical depression which was constantly accompanied by worrisome traces of mania. To correct his mood, ECG and hypnosis were introduced. His parents back then, were severely against ECG due to the adverse side effects. Hypnosis on the other hand seemed far-fetched, but it was harmless. 


Therefore, they hired a well-known hypnotist. Unfortunately, that was the first of many. Each hypnotist was unable to work with King because he was always rejecting their suggestions. For hypnosis to work, the patient must be willing to be vulnerable, and the suggestions employed must be things they are willing to do. 


King refused to open up about his feelings and thoughts, therefore, making all the doctors work without specific directions, which led to them suggesting actions and thoughts get patterns he couldn't agree with. 


King, the hypnotist