When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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The next day, it took several doors pounding for New to be able to arouse Anurak from his deep slumber at around 9 am. 


Totally relaxed but confused, Anurak asked if King had come to his room the previous night and New denied it. 


“What a strange dream, he muttered to himself as he went about getting ready for school. 


Still very confused, when King texted him later in the day, he directly asked King if he had visited him the previous day. 


Feeling happy that Anurak was having a hard time remembering, King swiftly denied it. 


Deciding it was just one of his most vivid dreams, Anurak stopped worrying about it and went about his day. At the end of the day, when he saw no food from King, he felt a mix of relief and sadness. 


“This is a good sign. It's what you wanted. It's for the best.” Anurak consoled himself. 


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