When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

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The moment Anurak went into a panic attack, King just sniggered, scooped him off the ground, and carried him out of the room. He knew this would happen, that was why he had his arms wrapped around the boy. 


Payu helped him to open the door to an adjacent room where he sat the boy on a large couch and started talking him through the whole thing. 


It took a longer time to get the boy out of it, but King had all the time in the world. Anurak could get into as many panic attacks as he liked, but King wasn't ruffled. 


Once Anurak calmed down, King brought out his Vicks-like, unlabeled inhaler and gave it to him. 


“Sniff it. It will help you calm down.” 


Obediently and still in tears, Anurak collected the inhaler and placed it under his nose. It was that scent that he liked. He tried to focus on it as that was better than thinking about what he was about to do. 


Pick it up.