When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

Once Anurak settled back into his seat, Master Ken pressed a switch affixed to his chair. The white light in the room gradually dimmed until it was almost dark. Then several amber and blue lights with sober hues came on, making the room look dreamy. 


The same flute music with dropping water sounds used during massage came on. The volume was very low, almost fleeting, soothing to the ears 


The gentle, soothing scent of lavender slowly engulfed the room and a monotonous clicking sound started echoing like the swinging bell of a grandfather's clock. 


“You can either lie down on the couch or relax into it.” Master Ken started. 


Choosing to relax on the couch, Anurak rested his head on the backrest and waited. 


“Close your eyes. I am about to hypnotize you. This is a safe place. No one can hurt you here. Relax and focus on the sounds in the room." 


That Bitch!