When Anurak was young, his father became a toyboy for a gang leader and even abandoned his family for another woman. 

His mother died when he was 10. But before her death, she planted some notions in his mind. 
Notions that gay men are husband snatchers and evil.
Notions that a true man can only depend on himself.
Notions that a man can only love one woman. 
These notions turned Anurak into an overly sensitive young boy, who would rather suffer in silence than ask for help. 

Because he didn't want to disappoint his late mother, he tried his best to adhere to her principles. 

Everything was fine until he entered the university. 
First, gaymen lurked everywhere he turned to and the sight of them made it very hard for him to keep ignoring his true feelings. 

Then his girlfriend broke up with him and the only man who made him tempted enough to break his principles decided to force things...

Anurak, Let Me Love You

After the voice in his head was exposed, Anurak felt like he had nothing to hide again. King assured him that he wouldn't be sent to any asylum. He also promised that once his current training was over, he could get help if he wanted to. 


Using this opportunity to reassure Anurak, King went ahead to tell Anurak about his own mental health and showed him some of his medical records in hope that it would make the boy trust him more. 


He had always liked King. Completely letting go without any shadow of a doubt in his broken mind was easy. 


I missed you so much.