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𝓕𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓼 𝓼𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓪𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓾𝓷𝓰𝓼

𝓜𝔂 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭'𝓼 𝓼𝓸 𝓫𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽.

𝓘𝓽'𝓼 𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓱𝓮, 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽'𝓼 𝓪𝓵𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽.

𝓗𝓾𝓼𝓱

… 𝓢𝓱𝓱 🎶

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3.01.23

Hi again Wriothesley!! I have some news? Not sure if it's good or bad. I coughed up a red flower today. I've only had a few weeks left to live now.. It's weird how I fell in love with you. I was too busy admiring your petals and forgot about the thorns..

All I think about is the feelings I hide..

You and your girlfriend got into a silly argument today, it seemed bad. I tried to cheer you up, she texted you, apologizing and invited you over to her house. With that, you left. It hurt the way you got up and left without even saying goodbye. It's alright, I understand that you're in a rush.

...but you'll never understand how much I love you.

𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾

𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾

𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾

𝓘 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾

What a mess this is.. all because I love you. Take my hand... take my whole life too..

There's a saying that "he who dares not touch the thorn should never carve the rose." It reminded me of you.. Why don't you care?

I really want to talk to you; we've been so distant since the fight with your girlfriend.

I'm not sure what you're doing right now, but I'm losing my fucking mind over you..

We used to be so close before; why does your girlfriend have to get in between us?

I wish you were here to tell me everything would be okay, and hug me.

But that's not possible, for I am nothing to you. I will always be nothing to you..

𝓘 𝓽𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓪𝔂

𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓫𝓾𝓽

𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓭𝓲𝓭𝓷'𝓽 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓶𝓮

Love should be patient; however, I am not. You're it; you're my person, but I'm not yours.

If I can love the wrong person this much, imagine how much I would love the right one, but my love for you is keeping all of that away from me..

I would have bled myself dry if you told me your favorite color was red. I'm in pain, but I won't let it turn to hate, for I can't help falling in love with you..

I was in my workplace today and had a coughing fit, so I ran to the restroom. The flowers emerged out of my throat like they were normal. I gagged, trying to get the petals out of my throat. My eyes welled up with tears, as I couldn't take it anymore.

I couldn't breathe. I finally got the flower out of my throat and flushed all of the evidence away. 

I'm not sure how much longer I can do this. My time is soon, and I'm ready to accept t

hat.

I love you.

𝓒𝓪𝓷 𝔀𝓮 𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽

𝔀𝓮'𝓻𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮?

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