Tell me one thing Julie why do you hate me so much Sara ask? Hahah you don't know then you most be living under a rock but since I'm so sweet I will tell you. One because every time I seems to fine someone who love me you always end up being the reason for our  breakup. You are the reason for me being unhappy your are the reason for Kyle being in the hospital for what jealousy you are the reason I hate this family you are the reason my one hand is not functioning. Everything that has ever gone wrong is your fault how many times did I end up in the hospital because of you. why because of your jealousy because you can't stand to see anybody happy but your self.

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It's just a Julie thing you wouldn't understand

"That was great, baby girl. I have never felt so relaxed. Thanks for that." I kissed the top of her head as she tried to catch her breath. She smiled, but then tears welled up in her eyes. 


"Hey, hey, are you okay? Did I hurt you or anything?" I asked, concern etched on my face. 


"No, you didn't hurt me, Alex. It's just..." She wiped away the tears and looked at me. "It's just that you made me feel love. You didn't hurt me, Alex. That was great. It's just, at first, when people told me sex could be fun, I thought it was just a dream. But you made my idea of the whole sex thing change. You gave me a whole new view of looking at it, and it's incredible. I can never thank you good enough for this... Fuck." 


She stood up, the weight of the moment crashing down on her. "Oh my God, how could I? No, no, no, this can't be happening, not to me, not again." 


I stood up and held her closer as we sat down on the bed. She was crying, and I couldn't comprehend why. 


Chapter 30