Tell me one thing Julie why do you hate me so much Sara ask? Hahah you don't know then you most be living under a rock but since I'm so sweet I will tell you. One because every time I seems to fine someone who love me you always end up being the reason for our  breakup. You are the reason for me being unhappy your are the reason for Kyle being in the hospital for what jealousy you are the reason I hate this family you are the reason my one hand is not functioning. Everything that has ever gone wrong is your fault how many times did I end up in the hospital because of you. why because of your jealousy because you can't stand to see anybody happy but your self.

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It's just a Julie thing you wouldn't understand

"Look, Mom, I know you're worried about me, but that doesn't mean I appreciate you taking things so personally, okay? I mean, I'm old enough to know I have to take my medications, so stop acting like I'm some kid. I can take care of myself, okay?" I looked at my mom to see that she was crying. "Look at me, Mom, please look at me. I'm not going to die, okay? I'm still here. Look at me; I'll always be a part of your heart, okay?" 


"But you don't understand, love; it just hurts so much to see you going through all this by yourself." 


"Even if I could share this sickness, trust me, I wouldn't want to share it with anyone because, trust me, you don't want to know how it feels. But hey, I'm still alive, right? So smile for me now. I don't ever want to see you crying because of me again. I know it hurts for a mother to see her own kid go through all this, but I know I will make it out alive, okay? Can we please go back before everyone starts wondering what's taking us so long?" 


chapter 36