Guilt coils within, a weight I cannot escape. Was it my doing? The one for whom God showed mercy? Her life was extinguished, her innocence lost. A harrowing thought—am I to blame? Why, then, do I clasp this journal, its words chronicling my torments? In my rebirth, it remains—an enigma, a relic of my past. Its pages beckon, though none shall bear witness. I'll seal it away, a testament to my own villainy—hiding my guilt.
Her death—the stain on my soul. Did I, or did he? The veil shrouds my memories, and I grapple with my culpability. Panja, our cherished realm, was razed by his hand. The desolation is our legacy. My resolve crystallizes, vengeance igniting a fire that cannot be quenched. I will track him across this land of Erith, relentless in my pursuit. A thousand deaths will not sate my fury, nor a thousand times a thousand.
But can he truly be my brother? Blood would bind, not under. Yet, he wrought destruction upon our world, fractured bonds of kinship. The name Bokunna is but a shadow, cast aside for one more fitting—Tyrant, a reflection of my burning resolve. Let the world know.
This journal, ink-stained through twenty millennia, shall find its final resting place—an ornate chest crafted anew. My first mission on Erith, a land that God decreed my exile. Within this chest, these words shall lie, sealed in the abyss of the ocean's depths. An act of contrition, a plea for oblivion.
Kodron, should you uncover these words, know this—I've forged a path of torment in your wake. The love between siblings shattered, and the days of our unity were defiled. Panja's fate hangs heavy upon you, and my undying enmity shall stalk you through every life you tread. Each soul reborn will curse your name. My life's purpose now is to ensure you remain forever barred from Panja's embrace.
Inscription complete, these words are immortalized on these pages. I will consign them to the depths, a silent requiem for the past. May this chest sink, lost to the ocean's abyss, taking with it the legacy of pain and hatred. May this be my final communication to the brother I once knew. I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!