chapter 21

KIARA'S POV

" We are sincerely sorry, I was against it but Priscilla kept telling me to shut the fuck up and let you have your fun" Patricia apologised.

" Yh Me too" Aliyah chipped in.

I ignored them as I continued to scroll through my laptop for University choices.

" Pls, we promise we will tell you everything about this place and who you should kiss and not kiss, just come to UF (University of Florida) the university we go to" Aliyah pleaded.

If only these girls knew the reason why I didn't want to go to this university. I don't plan on going to the same university as Jarden and Lucas. Hell no. I don't want any distractions, especially from Jarden.

" I can't go to your university" I simply say and they both groan.

" Why? We have apologized for yesterday's mistake, right? " Patricia asked looking at Aliyah who quickly nodded.

" It's not because of you both okay".

" Then who?" They both asked. God- damnit, what am I going to tell them now? Think of a lie, think of a lie. mmmm

" I heard they don't like black girls"

" Mmm you are more white than black" Patricia says.

" I am still black"

" That's not true, everybody has freedom, right? Anybody can come, pls Kiara, we want you there" Aliyah said. Oh boy, how can I say no to them?

" We like you, you're someone we can talk to," Aliyah says.

" You can talk with Priscilla, right Patricia?" I asked staring directly at Patricia.

" Okay we might be sisters but that does not mean we talk all the time, the only reason why you see us together is that she wants to be close to Jarden and now that Jarden is avoiding her she is back to her cold self" Patricia explained. Jarden is avoiding her? Why?

" She likes to hang out with her bitchy friends" Aliyah added.

How can I say no to them now, this is just so hard like... Especially when they are looking at me like that.

" Can you two stop looking at me like that".

" Apply now and we will stop" Patricia says. I rolled my eyes before searching for UF. I looked at the requirements before clicking "apply"

" Done are you both happy now?" They both clapped in excitement before nodding.

" Thank you," Aliyah said.

" And besides why do you sound like that, do you have a sore throat or something?" Patricia asked with so much concern. Oh my goodness.

Fucking Jarden.

" Yh yh sore throat" I quickly said cracking my throat.

" Sorry," they both said.

" Uhm so we got you a bikini for applying" Patricia said.

" Wait how do you know that I was going to apply?" I asked staring sternly at them. We all burst into laughter.

I looked at the beautiful strapless bikini wow it's so pretty. This is what you get when you have rich friends. I can't count how many clothes they had bought for me.

" You have to put it on now, we are going to swim with the guys".

" With the guys? Do you mean your boyfriend's gang?" I exclaimed.

" Yeah" Patricia.

" Wait do you like Greg?" Aliyah asked.

" No no, I don't, he is more like a brother and besides he has a beautiful girlfriend" I said.

"Yeah so why are you so stressed out about it," Patricia asked.

" No no, I am just surprised like I didn't know that we were going to swim today" " Besides were you?" I asked.

" Here," Aliyah said. Thank goodness it's here because I don't plan on going somewhere else.

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We all dressed in our bikinis, I took a white robe to cover myself for now not opening this until I was in the pool.

We all went down to see the guys were already swimming, Gerald and Harald were playing with a ball in the pool. Greg was sitting on a chair listening to music in his headphones while Jerry was doing a video on the pool. Jarden was not here. Thank God. I breathe out in relief.

" Is that what you call a boyfriend?" Aliyah playfully asked staring at Patricia who rolled her eyes. I laughed.

" Better than yours still," she says.

Now this was the time I was going to be alone. Patricia and Aliyah walked to their boyfriends while I sluggishly walked to meet Greg.

" Boring guy" I called. Greg looked at me before removing his headphones.

" Kiara" he smiled.

" Greg" I called back and he laughed.

" Sorry about yesterday" he apologises. Funny how everybody was there but said nothing.

" It was a game so I didn't have a say in it," he said.

" No need to be sorry about that it's okay" I faked a smile. He sighs in relief before resting back on his chair.

" So... How is your girlfriend?" I asked smiling genuinely this Time.

" Ohh her, we broke up," he said with a hint of sadness in his voice.

" Why?" I asked facing him this time.

" Mmm the distance was just too much and she didn't trust me she thinks I had other girls that I fuck like you" What me?

" That day at my birthday party she thought I hooked up with you"

What a bitch? Just when I thought she was nice.

" Haha, you don't even like me?" I laughed. Buh he didn't.

" Sorry," I smiled.

" Who says I don't like you?" He asked. I gasped at his words and was about to reply when I heard a sound.

" Mmmm ah yes" I looked at Priscilla who was moaning out in pleasure as Jarden bit on her neck.

WTF.

I felt heartbroken, I don't know why but I just felt soooooo... I can't describe it. Why was he with her and why was he doing this here? I was here. I thought he was avoiding her as Patricia claims he was.

What was I expecting from Jarden?

Did I expect him to just want me and only me?

Did I expect him to like me? Fuck hell, that guy despises me. He only wants my body that's all.

This made me realize.

I was giving Jarden too much.

Way too much.

TBC