chapter 28

KIARA POV

" What the hell are you both doing" We quickly redrawn from the kiss to see who it was.

Jake stood dumbfounded at the entrance of my room.

Oh....shit. we are so... fucked.

" Are you both insane or what?" Jake formed in anger.

" It's not what you think," Jarden said.

" It's not what I think?" He asked then chuckled.

" Wow I am now blind, I saw you both sucking on each other throats, what the fuck is wrong with you both huh?".

" Jake, it's just...." Jarden goes to say but Jake cuts him short.

" You don't go for what is inside the pants all the time Jarden, she is off-limit bro".

" She is just different". I couldn't help the smile crept on my face next. I was different. I looked at Jake whose eyes and balls stared into mine in anger. Nobody told me to change my facial expressions before I did.

" Your mom is getting married to my dad, You..."

" Oh fuck that marriage, you don't think it's going to last right," Jarden said.

" It's going to last and both should just stop this nonsense, this is lust, it's going to disappear one day".

" It was lust" I finally spoke out.

" It was?" Jake chuckled sarcastically.

" Jarden thinks with his d*ck, you think he likes you?". I looked at Jarden who stared back at me, I was expecting him to say something about what Jake just said but he didn't, he ignored but instead, he quietly walked towards my bed and sat down.

" You guys should just stop this madness and think about our parents," Jake said.

" Think about which parent exactly, Dad? That cheating bastard, if it wasn't for him Mom and Iris would probably still be alive now and.....".

" Shut up Jarden" Jake cut him short staring straight at me

What did Jarden mean by that did his dad kill his mom and sister? No no. What kind of a father would do that? That's a disaster.

" Just piss off," Jarden said to Jake.

" Don't say I didn't warn you?" Jake said before heading towards the door, he spared me a glare before walking out.

*

I sat beside Jarden who had been quiet. I wanted to know what he meant by what he said.

" Jarden" I called softly, shifting closer to him until his body was touching mine.

" Mm," he answered without sparing me a glance.

" Uhm, what did your dad do to your mom and sister?" I asked now holding his right hand with both my hands. His body stiffened immediately. I know asking this question was going to do something to him. Buh he should at least think about my mom or me if he cares.

" Nothing really" he smiled before removing his hand from mine. He was hiding something.

" My mom is getting married to your dad Jarden, you don't expect me to sit down and watch" I stated. Jarden glared at me before standing up from my bed.

" Do you want my advice?" He asks. I couldn't help but stare at him blankly. Advice for what?.

" Then you and your golddigger of a mother should pack your Filthy things and get out of our house" he exclaimed then stormed out of the room.

I stare blankly at the position he just left, I wanted to be angry, I wanted to be annoyed but I couldn't, I know how Jarden acts when he is angry, when Jarden is angry he says things just to get away from people. He just unnecessarily pushes people away.

*

" So when did you both start fucking"Jake questioned bluntly.

" We haven't fucked" I corrected.

" Hmmm, that's surprising".

" So when did you both start doing what....ever you both are doing" he asked trying to use his hands to demonstrate but gave up.

" It's a long time ago tho" I murmured.

" How long?" He asked.

" Since when I came to Florida".

" And you haven't fucked?". He asked staring at me in shock.

"See I am not a slut okay, he might be but I am not".

" Oh yh I know, So what I heard about you being a virgin was true".

"Yeah, it is" I confirmed. Jake was mute for a while.

" Jarden doesn't do relationships, you know that right?" He asked now looking at me with concern.

" Yes, I do".

" And you look like a relationship person" I nodded silently staring at him.

" He isn't right for you, he would cheat when he gets tired of you Kiara all this nonsense is just lust". I was quiet, I didn't know what to say right now, Jake knows Jarden more than I did.

" I just think Greg is best for you".

" He called me a whore" I said promptly.

" He did?" Jarden looked at me suspiciously for a while before snapping his fingers repeatedly.

" Oh...oh... That's why they fought".

" The guys don't normally fight for girls you know".

" But that doesn't make you special, special to Jarden to be specific" Jake stated. Hurts much.

" That wasn't what I came here for Jake".

" O....Kay" he slowly said.

" What did Jarden mean when he said your mom and sister would have still been alive if it wasn't for your dad"

" Nothing".

" It seems like you didn't even want me to know from the start".

" It's not that Kiara, Jarden should tell you not me, I am not your lover boy" he chuckled.

" Wow, you and your brother are so mature".

Haha, how mature.

**

" Fool"

" Dimwit"

" Lying bastard"

" Lying cunt".

"Douchebag".

" Arggggggggggh" I screamed out as I threw my already arranged clothes on the floor in frustration. Nobody's life is more frustrating than mine right now.

" here" I heard. I looked at Mom who stretched the clothes I threw on the floor. Now what does she want?

" Baby" she called trying to hold me but I shifted away from her.

" I am sorry okay, it's just that I wanted to be Happy on that day, the pain is just too much to handle".

" Oh wow, do you expect me to be happy on the day my dad died? Wow Mom you should win the best mom of the year award".

" I am sorry, okay" she sniffed. Things she does. She is crying, she knows, she fucking knows I hate when she cries, she knows it breaks me into pieces. She Knows when she does that I lose my mind and then forget whatever she has done. She Knows when she cries I cry too. She Knows all this.

" Stop crying Mom" I murmured slowly.

" Why shouldn't I cry ? When I don't make you happy anymore when I keep doing what's best for myself and not you, when I am a bad mom".

" No, don't say that Mom, you're not a bad mother" I hugged her.

" I am genuinely sorry, I thought it would make you feel better, I wanted us to be happy on that day, I wanted us to forget about what happened on that day" she murmured still sobbing. I couldn't help myself but cry too on her shoulders.

" I know you're trying to do what's best for me but I can't attend the wedding, I made a vow that I can't break ever in my Life". I muttered.

" I can't be in a wedding that my daughter wasn't attending, I rather don't go at all"

" It's your wedding mom" I chuckled softly.

" Okay fine, I will talk to Thompson about the wedding date, maybe two days after that day".

" Mom it's not necessary".

" She doesn't"

" I love you okay" she whispered cleaning my tears with her hands.

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" See you tomorrow in class" I bid Aliyah goodbye before walking towards my apartment. What a stressful day I had in class today. Thank God tomorrow I have a stress-free day.

I came back to school the next day after a long talk with my mom. I didn't see Jarden after his outburst, it was like he left when he said those things to me.

I was quite upset but I know Jarden, he just said that so I can stay away from him.

I breathed out in relive immediately after I entered my warm and cosy apartment. I sat on my bed as I rapidly pulled my sneakers.

" Phewwwwww" I sigh resting my back on my bed.

" Kiara".

I instantly jerked off from my bed when I heard my name.

I looked at the person who my hatred for grew during the week.

" I'm sorry" he murmured walking slowly towards me.

" Fuck off and how did you get into my apartment.

" I had a key when we were still dating and remember you gave me, sorry I'm rambling let me get back to the point" he sighed closing his eyes before opening them, and his Amber eyes stared right at me.

" I was just so angry about the fact that you had something with Jarden I know I would have spoken with you about it".

" I told you that I and Jarden never had anything when you and I were dating".

" But I saw you, I saw you both lying together, holding each other like you were dating, you were fucking cuddling, Kiara now tell me if you were me and you saw your girlfriend in another guy's arms what would be your reaction?" He asked with so much hurt in his eyes

A part of me was hurt and sad, I didn't want to hurt Greg, he was just too kind for me.

" You're too good for me Greg". I muttered.

" I don't care, Kiara, I want you, I don't care about how Jarden stares at you or how you react whenever we talk about Jarden, I just want you" The way I react? I never knew about that though and how does Jarden look at me?

" We can still be together right just me and you".

" Unfortunately for you NO, she is my girlfriend".

TBC