Chris rubbed my back to comfort me.
But it was not helping much.
My heart is aching and the tears just won't stop.
I didn't even realize when I fell so deeply in love with her.
I was just looking at her like my friend but suddenly she became a part of my life a ray of light.
Suddenly her smile became the most brightest thing in my life.
"First I tried my best to not fall for her more deep but when I saw Edison and Anna falling apart. I thought I have a chance to be with Anna. And I felt guilty for feeling that way. I know I shouldn't think that way."
Anna loves Edison and only Edison.
She will never look at me the way she look at Edison. I will only be a friend.
I can only watch them from far away.
I couldn't keep my friendship with Edison. I feel disgusted by myself.
" I..am the w-orst..friend ever. How can I have feelings for my friend's wife."
Chris sidehugged and rubbing my back.