"I can't"

Neya had tried resisting Nahor but he continuously came close to her. It seemed as if her body was responding to that of Nahor's. It seemed like her body responded to every touch of his. She did not know what was going on with her mind. She had not expected the sudden action from Nahor. His kissing. The kiss was so passionate

It seemed as if Nahor was giving it all that he could. What made him do it? Did she really look tempting "she wondered. Her first kiss and it was failure

She had to admit she she felt a sudden feeling when Nahor kissed her. Her body had started heating up. She felt a kind of desire but she had to resist it. At first she did not give into the kiss because she felt scared

But as Nahor went deeper she was finding it hard to resist. That's why she had to push him away or else things were going to go further.

His eyes they were different. She knew that once she saw that wild look things were going to get bad. He looked like he is trying hard to control himself. "I think when he got closer to me and held my waist he lost control," Neya thought.

.She ha not even expected him to come to the changing room where she was actually changing from. What if Nahor had come in before she put on the gown? She did not want to think about it so she then thought of something else.

She had to admit. The gown did look beautiful in her. Even though she was not we any makeup. There was no exception. She did not want to remove the gown at that time. She still wanted to enjoy it's sweet comfort. She then observed her necklace. Wow. She thought. It was made of pure diamond. And the pendant made it more stunning. "I can't believe Nahor did this, I don't know I just have mixed feelings right now.In just a few hours he is gonna be back here and I don't know what he is planning. I'm such a bad person. This wedding anniversary means alot to him and he went through all this, this dress , necklace ,just for me but look at me I want to run away from him yet I know he is developing feelings for me!" Gosh I don't know what to do.

Nahor went outside to the garden so that he could think clearly. Gosh his wife was stunningly hot. He Wondered how he was able to control himself. If she looked beautiful just like that imagine how beautiful she would look with make up on in some few hours. He did not think he would be able to control himself then. He would quickly propose to her then afterwards spend the passionate time with Neya.

Neya was his first love and he felt that love burning deep within his heart. The flame of love for Neya was burning so bright that it couldn't be easily extinguished. He loved Neya.

For the first time in his heart after the incident that had killed every emotion in his heart

Neya was that light that bright star that rose back his love. He finally became something different from what he was before

From now he would do everything to show his love to Neya his dear wife. "I love you Neya, I just can't wait for midnight. I'll make sure I make ev special for you"

"I can't do this! He loves me but I don't love him back and if he finds out it will break him. It will unleash the monster in him. No I won't stay for the anniversary. I'll have to leave before he funds out the truth. I can't stay. I need to go and see Jordan before Nahor comes back,"

Neya went back to the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror

She did indeed look great. Her blue dress matched with her blue eyes . "Nahor did really think before making this gown for me"

This dress the diamond necklace all reminded her of Nahor's love for her. She felt so guilty because she couldn't love him back. She felt like taking off the gown and just putting it somewhere else. What was this she was doing. She was cheating Nahor. Even though he had been rude to her before that was then. But now he was a changed person a better one. Kind and loving. But she was a monster for betraying him

"Nahor. I'm sorry but I can't return your love. I pray that when you find out, that you forgive me one day. I wish I could love you just like you love me but it is impossible. I want to go back home to my grandma so I can't stay here with you. Forgive me one day for breaking your heart. Jordan I am in a confused situation but I know that you are the only one who can get me out of this by releasing me from this deal. I'm coming to see you seen. Nahor I will have to leave you wherever you are "I AM SORRY," Neya said as tears slowly dropped from her eyes

She didn't want to betray him and she really felt bad about what she was going to do. Escaping from Nahor on their wedding anniversary. Nahor would never forgive her. But there's no way she could get out of this tangle. The moment she accepted this deal she knew these would be the consequences so anything that happened afterwards would be all her fault. If anything backfired then she would have to endure this all alone since she accepted it in the beginning.

She was planning to leave she couldn't stay. No she had to go back to see her grandma and that was the top most priority at the moment.

Jordan stood there in the room thinking. He knew Neya was going to come to question him. He knew he had made a deal with her but would he really go by it right now. He was still reconsidering. He was confused. He had to look at how it was going to affect both their lives Nahor and Neya. He was going to make a tough decision but it would be the best for all of them"I am sorry Neya he said as he went to sit on his bed,"