Sokomon

This is Something Like a Journal I Guess.
To remind myself, that I have a Plan. A Plan Which I must follow....
Which will Make me The Northern Duke Of The Modern Earth. It's an ideal plan. But, It's there. And it's mine.
I, SOKOMON, PLAN ON ACTUALLY BECOMING A NORTHERN DUKE ON THIS WORLD.
THIS BOOK IS MERELY A JOURNAL I'M KEEPING WHILE I'M STILL THAT PATHETIC MOB-LIKE SOKOMON.
BUT, I'M GROWING. I NEED TO GROW. I WILL GROW.

In order to Become My Ideal Self, I'll Start an evolution in me on my own....

MY JOURNEY TO BECOME MY IDEAL SELF!

I have realized that something is wrong here....

There is something wrong, which I have been unable to clarify yet. But still, something is wrong here....!

I shall reset it. I shall RESTART it. I shall rewrite again.

My instincts are telling me...I'll regret it. If I keep it like this.

This Book was created for my purpose of making it big by myself. I wanted to let the world know..that I was determined to grow..and I was growing.

And, It seems I have grown...a little more compared to how I started this.

But, The uncomfortable feeling is that, I have become greedy. Greedy for those few views. Greedy for that little attention...I was getting, which may have been the misclick of the readers due to the ctachy title and the random lucky stylish cover page.

Greed is necessary for Growth. I know that. But, NO. This is not the greed I am looking for....

I don't know if I had any readers....here.

But, if they liked Sokomon's journey, they won't go away...with just a reset.

After talking to a highly intelligent being...AI

I have realized that, I was being short sighted.

And, I kinda get the feeling...That I was bad mouthing somebody and mostly babbling about myself on my own.

I reread...My posted chapters today.

It felt so annoyingly unrealistically trash. That, I stopped reading it midway...

I am going to change my writing style without changing my writing style.

After the talk with AI. I have realized my mistakes here and there...

I am not competent enough to say...I can change everything. But, Neither am I foolish enough to go with it...after realizing my mistakes.

And, I have realized that I have been using many "I"s in my work.

My dear Second Prince...and That one Black Cat....Whom I consider my illusional friends!

Kindly give your subordinate...a little guidence.

AGAIN, I HAVE REALIZED THAT I WAS WRONG.

THINGS NEVER GO THE WAY YOU WANT TO...

I suspected that SOMETHING WAS WRONG... when everything was going smoothly.

If I had continued writing like this....I'm sure I had regreted it.....

Thanks for Everything to THAT ONE STRANGER... who I think was reading my work ...THANKS FOR BEING THERE...ALIVE.

Now, I think I have said Everything...to those I wanted to say to...!

I'm gonna go kill myself real quick!

Hope I can see you guys again in my next life( next chapter).

I WON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES AGAIN.

THANK YOU! GOODBYE!

4. I Quit.