Chapter 32

Chapter 32

SOPHIA'S POV

It's been a week since Lucas left home. A week since that devastating night when I found out he cheated on me again, a week of no communication, a week of sleepless nights, a week of crying out in my sleep, a week of praying that God would help me figure out how to deal with him, a week of missing him, a week of missing his family, a week of missing everything that he was and everything that he stood for, a week of trying to move on and being completely and utterly miserable.

And I'm doing it.

Completely and utterly miserable. I'm taking it day by day.

I cry everyday, but I know that in reality, I won't cry everyday forever.

At least, not for a while.

I just want it to go away, I just want to forget that it ever happened.

So I try to put it all away.

I don't let myself think about it, don't think about him, don't think about the little boy he should be.

So far it's working.

Right now, I'm on day 8 without talking to him.