Mine

My mind is at peace and my raging powers have settled.

I don't know what's going on or what's so special about that girl that made me drawn to her or made lax voiced out after a long time.

But whatever it is I'm going to find out and I hope she doesn't anger me until then,besides she's planning on how to be on my good side....that I can't wait for.

It's been a while since I saw him, after that encounter he hasn't come to see me,or called for me,or touched me either.

I know with pain surging in my memory I still want him and I have to do everything to get him. This time i won't give up, I'll be relentless and I won't give uo the dream of being his queen.

"Give me the red dress!" Red has always been his colors,makes him go crazy and creepy like a predator and I as the prey

I soak myself in the best bath yet... trying to infuse my skin with the best scent and of course make him drool all over me which I won't mind.

I can feel his body on mine and his arms playing wonders in different places

"Oh Zatan! We're indeed meant to be you're just too blind! Luckily I don't give up easily!"

The most easiest thing to do for a man is to look good, he's just going to pounce on you and want to dig his face so deep into your flesh...like he can't have a enough and I really take ' looking good ' very seriously.

"Your highness!" Be as respectful as you can, don't be too pushy or too rude

He didn't look up... I took it as a yes to enter...

"You...go into the West wing and bring me Violet!' I tried looking for who he's talking to but....

"Bella...are you deaf..?!" ....the anger on his face was scary.. I bowed back in anger to go get the girl!

Besides who's she anyways..? Asking can actually kill me but I have ways to do that

"You...do you know the Violet girl around the West wing?'

"Oh yes my lady.. she's very beautiful and full and bold too. Her room is that way!" Finally a pointer...!

"Anything special about her?" Knowing your opponent is very critical in a love battle

"The kings likes her. They go for walks,eat together, and talk as well. The king pretty much smiles at her and holds her by hand!!" He....what??????

How could he...? He never smiles at me..! He's never gentle,never caring, he's rough and brutal and suddenly he's changing his ways for a foolish girl...no way. I demand an explanation

"How could you do this Zatan?" Tears begin to drop... but I didn't want to cry actually. Women are so emotional and I'm proud of that at this moment

"Where is she?" He didn't even spare me a glance

"She...? So you can talk about she...? You can't ask why I'm crying right now?"

"If you draw one more step... I'll make sure to kill you! Go and get the girl!"

His hands hitting the table really hard was a no signal. This talk will be another time when he's in a good mood.

Walking to the West wing with so many thoughts on who the girl can be..what is she up too?

And why is she here? What does she seek to gain exactly?? Zatan is more of a monster than a man...does she knows that? Is she his new Queen....?

I'll have to see for myself.

"Who is it?" Her small like voice is indeed something Zatan likes

And I'm however surprised at the beautiful face staring back at me... but no way... she's dirty and sloppy and Zatan is all mine

"Zatan asks of you! Come out immediately and don't make me repeat myself!" I'll make sure to put her in her place

"All these bossy attitude coming from someone who's boobs is the way of her brain...!" Insult....an insult...to me? How dare she?!

"I'll have you know I'm Zatan wife to be...one more wrong move servant and you won't see the night of today!"

That's definitely what will happen to snot like her!

No response... just a silent move...

"Cat got your tongue?" I smiled at her...no hard feelings if she's not after my man

"Where is he woman?" ....she is really audacious...

"I can't believe you let a sassy woman escort me here!" She sat without paying respect or bowing...who is this rat anyways

"Zatan...you can't let her live...she insulted me?" He used to protect me in the past, doing that shouldn't be hard now right?

"What did she do?" He asked finally give me glance...it looks like a glare

"She said hurtful wor...." "Not you... I'm talking to you Violet!"

Her...why her....?

"Well aside from interrupting my beauty sleep,she called me a servant. Well I'm not a servant yet, besides I didn't know she's your wife!"

Oh no...she just set me straight into a trap and I'm already in it

"Humm... I'm not married... and you're not a slave!" He denied me...who is she to him exactly?

"But Zatan.... we've had good times together... and you want to make me your queen right?"

Pushing him over should be the right strategy

"Guards!!" He looks more angry now!

"Take Bella here to Meisama...tell her to give our queen here some duties since she's lazing around like a pig!"

He... I can't believe this...send me to the kitchen for a useless woman

"Zatan...she can't satisfy you... just take a look at her! Spare me and I'll do a better....."

The slap however cut me short,this stupid guard...how can he

"Good one Landon....come back later for a reward! He praised him for shutting me up...this isn't the man I know....

"You're a witch... you've bewitched him! I'm going to make you pay just you wait and see!

"Landon... you and your men can have her for the night.

Besides the night is cold and she'll definitely love having you guys around since she's used to serving rounds to the guards!"

He sold me out to his men...that means he's still angry about that incident

"Zatan please don't do this to me I beg of you!"

Wailing and crying doesn't move him. I should have thought more wisely before doing anything

"Have her for two months!" No....the more I complain the more he punishes

"That's cruel don't you think!" The witch finally spoke up....

"What do you suggest then?" Are they an item...and he... he's.... he's... smiling at her...

"The maid duties or whatever you gave first is okay. Giving her out to the guards is actually not right... I'm a woman too!"

She looked away, playing with her hair..so silky smooth

"You're different and you're mine...take her to Meisama!"

And that's how it goes...

Love can be cruel...it burns so brightly at first but I can definitely leave you in the darkness...!

Was it love he had for me...?

Even though he told me... I won't give up on him... just you wait Violet! You've never seen the last of me!!!