The likes of you

No words, just touching, feeling and loving every single thing that's happening. I've never felt so right in awhile. At first I felt doing this was wrong but I'll definitely do this over again if this is the feeling I get from it.

Gerald has been the best so far, aside passing my assessment,he trains me to be a good and unsuspicious eunuch,and of course trains me to be a better partner

"You never know if the court official you'll serve may like something as good as this!"

He'll always whisper in my ears driving me over to the edge of my sanity. And this time after a long training we has to feast on what we love beast...

a good long sight with a couple of slow soft name calls and hair pull.

Gerald is so full and well bulit and with my few days here I've come to enjoy this new fate..this new bliss

"Ahhhh!" The final cry...

"That was amazing..!" It has become my usual word..

"I have something else to show you... we're not done yet!" And this is Gerald daily word....

Touches flying... I'm over the edge again, gentle strokes make me so filled that I didn't notice what was creeping behind me...

"Ahh!" Pain surged my body

"It's for the best darling... just take a bit in!" A different wave of pain struck me again... but after a while it was replaced by something different,a new full feeling...quite different from before!

"I told you you'll like it!"it's finally over... just a bit sore

"Oh yeah!" Breathing heavily...

"You'll be going to the palace tomorrow... don't forget your training!"

He finally spilled it out....

"Now I know why you're so rough on me today!" I couldn't laugh at all... but it didn't seem funny

"I know... I'm sorry! I've worked your way in so you won't face any problems with the touch assessment. Just take the herb before you leave tomorrow and no one would know!" I don't like the sound of this..

"You're not coming with me?".

"I'm not allowed to!" Damn all these rules!

"How are we going to see...? Is that why you told ne I can please women and you've been teaching me how...??"

"I'll definitely come see you... but not so early. The teaching was just so you won't be like a novice..at least enjoy yourself while I'm not there! I'm not selfish!"

"Oh..so you can find another man right?" I can't believe this man...

"No... you're my partner forever. Just blend in for two weeks... I'll sort somethings out and come see you like three times a week!"

"This is annoying...!" Getting up was painful...so I sit back down...

"Don't think to much... I love you!"

I don't think I can say it back since he wants to leave me now!.

It was early...too early..

The other side of the bed was so cold...on the table was the damn herb and a stupid note!

Grabbed the herb and took it in one glup..as for the note...it should be sent to the devil in hell instead.

I lined up with the others as we march into the palace and I can say eyes were on me today,both male and female. I had picked the ones I actually want among them.

The touch assessment went well as he said it would...they thought it was dead. But with some sweet gaze on me...they don't actually believe it but they just let it go.

Lancelot Devour is the official of business....in charge of the buying and selling,import and export of the kingdom. Quite young and smart.

He was part of the touch assessment and I can say his grip on me was suprisingly tight. I was assigned under him with three of my eye caught men...

His gaze were strict and he made it clear that he's not our friend but our master...one wrong move he can have us killed.

Skipping the introductory part, I was waiting for a letter or something...

"I'm not going to get one!" Waiting is pointless

"Get what...?" It's master ..

"Nothing master....!" Why did I leave my door open ?

"Nothing...well if you say so...!!"

Sitting on my bed and calling me over is sure a twist of event for someone who wasn't smiling at me or anyone and I almost felt like he knows I'm still intact...is he trying to threaten me now...?

I just got here...can this day be any better?

With my head down I approached him slowly...

"Look at me!" Obeying instructions is one rule Gerald gave me

Looking at him... I wasn't expecting a mighty sword so open in front of me

"I know you can handle this over here so....do your thing!"

He was right.... since he knows people maybe he had this man on me...

And you can never know if your master is into men just burst my bubble

"What are you waiting for...a kiss?"

I went on my kness and he did kiss me...and like I said I don't find it disgusting.

Lips slippery... I went ahead with the task of the night

Making my master scream was a perfect job... every corner,every angle he held me tight screaming my name...his voice cracked but he didn't let me stop.

"I'll make you a powerful man Zainrald!"

That makes two people who knows my true identity...

I just smiled,not fighting it anymore

Maybe Gerald already talk about me to him.

He gently slept in my arms like a baby.